omqscreaminqNeil

Yesterday, was an awful day. Yesterday the guy that I've liked for two years died, he was only 16, it makes you realize that we don't know when our time will come. The thing that's really bothering me is the fact that his own girlfriend doesn't seem as upset as I am. That really pisses me off, but I'm not mad, I haven't stopped crying long enough to be pissed. I've liked him for two years and he only saw me as his best friend, pain has become normal to me lately, and not just because of this. The thing that is really upsetting me is; I was the last person he talked to over the phone, I don't know whether I should feel lucky or feel bad for his girlfriend. I don't know what I feel anymore, the tears won't stop, and I don't know what to do anymore. I'm tired of being tired.
          	-Leet

themeglynn

@omqscreaminqNeil I hope you are doing ok.  I was 16 when my brother passed away from a car accident.  Thinking about you, dear.
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omqscreaminqNeil

Yesterday, was an awful day. Yesterday the guy that I've liked for two years died, he was only 16, it makes you realize that we don't know when our time will come. The thing that's really bothering me is the fact that his own girlfriend doesn't seem as upset as I am. That really pisses me off, but I'm not mad, I haven't stopped crying long enough to be pissed. I've liked him for two years and he only saw me as his best friend, pain has become normal to me lately, and not just because of this. The thing that is really upsetting me is; I was the last person he talked to over the phone, I don't know whether I should feel lucky or feel bad for his girlfriend. I don't know what I feel anymore, the tears won't stop, and I don't know what to do anymore. I'm tired of being tired.
          -Leet

themeglynn

@omqscreaminqNeil I hope you are doing ok.  I was 16 when my brother passed away from a car accident.  Thinking about you, dear.
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giulianarosee

I love your username love, I call him Neil all the time lol 
          
          I was wondering if you'd like to check out my 
          H.S fanfic called Somewhere, Someday and maybe even leave your feedback or opinions? I'd really appreciate your help. X

omqscreaminqNeil

I would love to! It sounds interesting, I love your comments, and I'm sure I'll love your book!❤️
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themeglynn

Hi! Thank you so much for the follow! I love your reading list :-) if you aren't tied down with all of those other amazing stories I would love your feedback on mine. While the names have been changed, it is rather heavily influenced by your darling husband :-)
          Have a great weekend!

omqscreaminqNeil

It's no problem! I currently have a lot in my library, those are books I have already read through and loved. I would love to read your books, and I will definitely add them to my library. Since where I am is on spring break, I hopefully can get caught up so I can get to yours, but I'm sure there great!❤️
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fragmented-

Halo harry's wife! Would you mind checking out my book? SPOILER ALERT: It's about your husband...

omqscreaminqNeil

 No problem!:)
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fragmented-

2013harrychill Thank you! And thanks for the follow as well!
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omqscreaminqNeil

I would love to!
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