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Happy Pride Darlings 

Hey doll
          so 
          i saw you've replied to some of my comments on Sick thoughts BUT FOR THE LIFE OF ME I CANT REPLY BACK BECAUSE I CANT FIND THE DARN COMMENT
          I SWEAR BAE IM NOT IGNORING UR COMMENTS - I SAW THEM ALL, BUT I CANT REPLY BECAUSE I CANT FIND THE ORIGINAL COMMENT
          :<
          SO YES DONT BE MAD :^
          LOVE UU :33

@hyunj1ns_4mer1c4n0 frrrr

I still can't comment in books am sadddd

Excuse me? bitch got blocked out? now can't even open Wattpad even after re installation and is whining to me 
          The heck is wrong with this app even mine won't open over the web.....seriously Wattpad 

So.... um ..... I kinda toured around wattpad to find good books cuz tamed was not updated by author found some read them and now am going back to mother hyunlixfairy just asked if anyone has read RBB and is it okay to read or will I go down the dark alley of heartbreak again????

@hyunj1ns_4mer1c4n0 
          OH MY GODDDDDD
          THE RUMORS ARE NOT JUST RUMORS THEY ARE TRUE 
          WHAT I CAN TELL IS YOU WON'T BE THE SAME AFTER READING IT YOU WILL DEFINITELY ZONE OUT AND KEEP THINGKING ABOUT IT CRY LIKE A CHILD (CRY SO MUCH THAT YOU WILL HAVE ENOUGH WATER TO SURVIVE A GODDAM DROUGHT) 
          YOU WILL HAVE A WOUND IN YOUR HEART NEITHER WILL IT BLEED NOR WILL IT HEAL IT WILL BE ALIVE LIVING BRATHING TILL THE DAY YOU DIE AND BEYOND AND YOU WILL PHYSICALLY FEEL THE PAIN AND EMOTIONS THANKS TO OUR DEAR AUTHOR AND FEEL BREATHLESS YOU WILL CURSE THE FATE AND I AM SURE WHENEVER YOU WILL BE HAPPY AFTER READING IT YOU WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER THE BOOK AND WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO TRUELY ENJOY THE HAPPYNESS BEACUSE YOU WILL BE SCARED AS FATE IS CRUEL
          ITS AN AMAZING READ A FREAKING MASTERPIECE 
          
          BUT WHAT SCARES ME MORE IS THE PEACE YOU GOT AFTER ESCAPISM YOU MIGHT NOT GET IT THERE 
          WHAT YOU WILL GET IT PEACE AND WAR CONTENT AND TURMOIL ALL TOGETHER ITS COMPLICATED YET SIMPLE 
          
          AND ALSO READING ESCAPISM WAS MY REDEMPTION FROM 57 DAYS BUT YOU HAVE ALREADY READ ESCAPISM SO I AM WORRIED HOW YOU WILL GET OVER IT WELL YOU CAN READ AGUST AS TAMED IS ONGOING ALL THE BEST IF YOU TRY TO READ AS NOTHING CAN ACTUALLY SAVE YOU FROM THE RUIN YOU WILL BRING ON YOURSELF SERIOUSLY 
          JUST KNOW THE BOOK MADE ME HATE THE NO. 57 
          JUST KNOW WE ARE HEAR FOR YOU AND WE ALL LOVE YOU 
          PLEASE REACH OUT WHILE YOU ARE READING YOU MAY FIND THE NEED TO HAVE SOMEONE WHO WILL UNDERSTAND YOU AND WHAT YOU WILL GO THROUGH WHILE READING IT
          
          PS I was so scared after reading the description that book sat on my library for 2 years then I gave in and oh boy nothing could save me then 
          you will try to stop but you won't be able to 
          I couldn't cry at first but then felt choked and kind pushed my self to let it put CRY it out while listening to music and reading ( the night we met - listened to that song ) but nothing will be a relief from it seriously.
          love you

I think am 2000000% masochist now
          Why do I keep doing this to myself this fast few weeks have been filled with agony and angst 
          First 57 days then Escapism (still thankful for the last part of the last chapter any slight difference I would be dead by now) and now I completed Eros
          
          Am just a corpse ngl my soul has left my body it couldn't take it anymore but still something in me keeps breaking even when there is nothing to break anymore