oneirataxiar

I see you in your blue shirt and white pants
          I feel anything but not love at the first glance
          Can't you see so many shy butterflies dance
          While we stare for a moment in the 2nd chance
          
          We break our stare away with our play
          One we did to end our day
          For the next day we started a hey
          And with blushing face to say we want to stay
          But our mind say no so we can go pray
          For our heart will not then stray away
          I make a promise that we're going to be okay

I see your eyes want to spill the truth
          Open your lips so the lies come through
          But nor did your touch can do so smooth
          Over my body that feel so soothed
          
          Nor did I cry when it is over
          But my heart feel grief after the exposure
          Make me realized I was going too lower
          My mind is a mess but I am sober
          My only wish is a good closure
          
          
          

Sparkles to Love 
          
          One thing was born to be pure
          But not at the second moment
          Next it grew up in colony
          Became apart cuz it meant to be one
          Shattered it but not make it disappear
          Ask what it is but u kno it
          Should it still be a secret or be heard
          Its only can be true it urs was clear
          Make it strong and weak sometimes
          Only for it grew bigger than it was
          Sometimes it was on fire but more hotter
          Other times it soothes us well
          Puzzles us up and down 
          But still stick together
          Cuz we r matched in the end
          
          

Liar
          
          As I see my lies get through ur mind
          Mine could not handle the truth
          Will I always stuck in the void
          As u try to calm me down to pull me out 
          But then u cant even see how thick was the boundaries
          But then u did tried but not harder
          To thrust urself into my mind
          Cant u see that I try to figured it
          That I want and need to space things out
          And one of it is u
          U only want me but not myself
          But im only care about white lies that I did
          
          

Who the fuck messed up my entire library cuz bitch the last time i see it didnt stay like that way . 

Pale
          
          Faint line between our eyes
          Make us cant see the difference infront of us
          How could you say i am free when theres a line between our touch
          My face is pale my voice is so faintly
          How matter I want to save myself from yours crimson prison
          I could not get myself a taste of light
          Wanting warm from sun like craving a star from the spaces
          paler than pale 
          like your heart

how come?
          
          Space became more distant than it was.
          Dark days do not seem so dark anymore
          Fake things became more clearer
          As Butterfly died instantly before it can rise its wings
          More voices in the head than it can hear by others
          The needs wont be need anymore
          As time shall be short and can not be seen or use
          To say goodbye was labeled as a cruel things to do
          By my side no one would see
          How come did I lost slowly from ur sky

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