This morning, I saw the news and I laughed. I thought it was another media play. And it turned out to be real since both of the company confirmed it. I still laughed, i thought i was okay. I thought "Yea, Ongniel is just something to fill my delutional brain. Ofc they have their own life and they deserve their own happiness,"
But it seems that i'm wrong. At this moment, I thought that I invested too much feelings in this ship. I am broken. I love them. I love his girlfriend, too. I wish for their happiness of course. They both are heaven-made couple, tbh. But I took Ongniel way too deep and too personally. So the heart broken couldn't be avoided.
But I'll continue to write my ffs although noone will read them. Tbh, it kinda my therapy for my own problems.
With that being said, i wish for Daniel×Jihyo's happiness, and Onge's as well. And also happiness for me and fellow scientists out there ;)