𝘛𝘪𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘔𝘤𝘏𝘢𝘥𝘢

So... If I was to upload Wattpad based stories to my YouTube channel, would y'all watch it? It'll be a thousand percent original since it's mine 

Merry Christmas, everyone! So many things have happened this year and they will continue to.
          
          If y'all remember, I stated multiple times about my disorder and maybe once or twice about my money being cut off. Well, good news: IT'LL BE BACK ON ALONG WITH MY INSURANCE THAT WAS ALSO CUT OFF!
          
          I also will be with my cousins today, my friend might come over tomorrow and my sister will be over temporarily for the remaining days of 2025 and some of 2026 but moving in Sunday after church.
          
          I'll let y'all know how that goes

What type of book y'all want from me? I'm gonna try to be prepared and let me know if it should be sign up book or not. Haven't done those in a minute 

Finally was able to do an update, go check it out. My sister is moving in tomorrow so I'll try to work on my creativity with her while she's here. Y'all might just love what I got for y'all

Y'all, I know I'm late. Happy thanksgiving to those that celebrate. But y'all... The nightmare I just had regarding to Jay-Z and possibly DMX..
          
          If you can, pray over the family of DMX because the dream I had was extremely disturbing.
          
          I say this because in the dream, there's animals that look like they need to be put down at the most and I seen a dog mostly and specifically... in MY house and Jay had the nerve to post about it like it was a good situation on Instagram.
          
          The dog looked like it was growling at me but it didn't make the sound with the teeth sharper and longer than usual and when I woke up, I instantly thought about DMX since he had a connection to dogs.
          
          I thought I was tripping at first when I had the dream the first time but I knew it was real after the second one when I opened my YouTube to scroll so I can get over it and I seen videos about deadly animals that I had to wipe from the feed then pray over myself and his family.
          
          If he was telling me something, I'm gonna need him to not relate a message to me in a disturbing way.
          
          I feel like I need a warning for nightmares from now on so I can get myself out by waking up immediately. 

Another sidenote: finally spoke to my ex yesterday and I finally got the closure I deserved.
          
          So recap for those that remember: at the time he and I was together, there was a lot of scares and I found out I had epilepsy at the time so it made me be sad.
          
          Turns out he thought that since I was dealing with that and much more, he thought I wouldn't have time for him and thought it was best he'd walk away from me.
          
          I told him that he should've communicated with me instead of moving the way he did because he left us both confused because he didn't know where my head was and I didn't know why acted that way.
          
          He apologized and we're back cool... We're also back together and I told him the communication needs to be worked on so hopefully this will work out this go round.
          
          Wish me luck, y'all

I've been tryna update for y'all and it ain't going how I want it to smh I'll figure it out though.
          
          Sidenote: I ain't made no mashups/songs in a minute. Should I make an Instagram for it and y'all follow it?

D'Angelo, not you too! We're literally having 2024 2.0 right in front of us with our legends. If we get hit with it again in 2026, I'm crashing out

As far as I'm concerned, love is dead and I'm throwing my heart out.
          
          On my Amanda The Adventurer ts rn *pulls my heart out and throws it away* tired of the mixed signals. So much for saying you ain't tryna use me. Love sucks

Which book y'all want from me: Love Bones, Drama University or Project Love? Lmk