okay so can someone help me find this particular book? im not sure how it disappeared from my library.. maybe it was deleted? idk anyways so the story goes like, there were two guys, theyve known each other since their childhood, i think one of the boy's mother worked for the other person's family or sum.. so one day these guys realize they are attracted to each other and have a makeout session but one of them quickly realizes and gets scared, beats the other boy up completely.. i think one of them was a shane/sean or something.. so time skip and now they are wealthy businessmen... they cross paths and the guy who beat shane tries to make it up and they have amazing sex and all that... i dont remember the title lol, can someone help me find it ?