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It has been ages. I apologise to all the followers of RTLAD, especially the ones who always commented and liked every single chapter i published. I am DEEPLY grateful. I know the feeling of waiting for updates and not getting some in return. I sincerely apologise. I have not written anything in years, it seems that shipping AD before, added by my impulsiveness resulted to me writing fics of them and other minor ships. Now, i truly can’t find the drive to write anymore. (Also the thought of me not really being good at it sets my brain off.) 
          	Up until now, sometimes when im about to sleep, RLTAD would pop into my head and i would feel guilty. :(( I wish i had better ideas, i wish i was better. 
          	 
          	(Though i have drafted 2 chapters before for continuation, the files got deleted when my laptop’s drive broke :(( )
          	
          	I cannot write any more chapters, i dont know how it ends. I am truly sorry, but it’s up to you, dear readers, how does it end? 
          	
          	Farewell, people of AD republic. You’ve given me joy during my time of shipping those two beautiful and skilled athletes.  i wish you all good fortune.

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It has been ages. I apologise to all the followers of RTLAD, especially the ones who always commented and liked every single chapter i published. I am DEEPLY grateful. I know the feeling of waiting for updates and not getting some in return. I sincerely apologise. I have not written anything in years, it seems that shipping AD before, added by my impulsiveness resulted to me writing fics of them and other minor ships. Now, i truly can’t find the drive to write anymore. (Also the thought of me not really being good at it sets my brain off.) 
          Up until now, sometimes when im about to sleep, RLTAD would pop into my head and i would feel guilty. :(( I wish i had better ideas, i wish i was better. 
           
          (Though i have drafted 2 chapters before for continuation, the files got deleted when my laptop’s drive broke :(( )
          
          I cannot write any more chapters, i dont know how it ends. I am truly sorry, but it’s up to you, dear readers, how does it end? 
          
          Farewell, people of AD republic. You’ve given me joy during my time of shipping those two beautiful and skilled athletes.  i wish you all good fortune.

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Today i saw her in the parkng area talking to her former coach before she drove off and left. 
          And today is the day that made me ask something to myself. What is this really, that i literally start tearing up the moment i saw, stared, and watched you move? 
          Think, i just really miss you. 
          I miss you yesterday, today, tomorrow, years from now when youre a wife to a man who loves you just as much as you do to him, when youre a mother to lovely children that only your beloved husband can give, i miss you still the day i will leave this material world. 
          I just miss you.
          And i would never tell you that, because I love you. 
          
          
          -Gray