onlymacii

I thought I was getting better, but it seems things have gotten worse. I honestly don't see a way out of the situation I'm in thanks to my parents and the traumas that still haunt me. I feel lonely, depressed and I don't have the strength to fight anymore.

onlymacii

Hi everyone!
          I just came to apologize bc i’m not active at all. Tbh i do not feel well. Rn im at my lowest in life and things never been worse. I’m sorry bc I stopped writing, responding and everything. Things are not the same and i’m not feeling like i can handle it anymore. I took a long break but still it’s just getting worse. I’m sorry

onlymacii

Guys, I'm very sorry that I haven't been active lately. I'm going through a confusing period. I'm overloaded with obligations, I have too many decisions in front of me that I need to make, and I'm running out of time and I don't know what to do. I just want to disappear.
          
          This is not the end and I will throw out parts of this story (it's almost finished in my notes), but right now I don't have the will or motivation, and to be honest, the story isn't progressing that well here.
          
          Thank you for your understanding
          \m/