onominous193

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I need feedback for any of my bullshit stories.........so yeah......I am not crying right now, you are!

michigori

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@onominous193  bro your a dumbass you fr had a bio sayong ur these things when ur prob just a sad white girl living in ur mums basement 
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michigori

 Bro do u even know what it feels like having depression its not a quirky thing to have it hurts and i have been trying to cope for it since i was 10 im 14 now and it makes me sick seeing that there is people like you 

onominous193

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I need feedback for any of my bullshit stories.........so yeah......I am not crying right now, you are!

michigori

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@onominous193  bro your a dumbass you fr had a bio sayong ur these things when ur prob just a sad white girl living in ur mums basement 
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onominous193

One day
          The sky was light
          Until I was awake
          
          I wandered around
          This isn't my home
          I feel like I'm lost
          
          I found myself 
          Beside a hole
          And I tripped
          
          Falling down a rabbit hole
          My mind lost  and
          My heart dull
          
          I bruised my head
          I bruised my soul
          But somehow
          
          I am full
          With tea
          And shrunken
          
          With ease
          Some may call me dumb
          Others think I'm pleasing
          
          When in reality
          I am just
          Alice
          
          With no 
          Mad hatter
          
          “ A l i c e ” | R a b b i t h o l e | L O N E L Y | o d d 

onominous193

I hate my life  It is empty, and it is cold  I am broken and torn  My mind is in pain  As is my lifeline  So from now on I stay  A sad little child  sipping on a sippy cup full  of depression and stress and a whole lot of pure anxiety. 
          “ Thoughts about life ” | Living in sadness | Living in lonesome | Living with homophobes | Crying myself to sleep. . . . . . . .

michigori

@onominous193 do you even know what it feels like to have depression bro its not a personality trait i was so insucure about how i looked i starved myself and i hate it 
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onominous193

I get told that I have depression, but I always get pissed or mad before they'd even start to give facts. People use it as a joke, and I just felt even more empty like the hole in me was eating at me. Killing me. I may have depression,but I want to be sure. . . because I'm sometimes I'm told that I'm just over-exaggerating. QwQ and I just can't handle this pressure, I just wanna lay in my bed suffocating into the heat. And never wake up. ×∆×
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-mcr_is_back-

@onominous193 It sounds like depression to me, I understand that feeling. I don't know you very well, but I'm always here for you if you need to talk about it, it won't make me uncomfortable.
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onominous193

Sister and her friend talking 'bout how gross "gay" sex is. And i'm just there.....My inner fujoshi demon is resisting the urge to grab a knife and stab them. _-_ They are saying it is unsanitary,its weird,and its disgusting....Smh.

onominous193

Willows of forest
          Hanging of rope
          Sadness of death
          
          Despair of living
          They are all fuels
          That power 
          
          Our most unique dreams
          That some are addicted to
          Others fear them
          
          Some call them horrors in the night
          Others call them better than dreams
          Or just Nightmares 
          
          I am addicted to the images
          That pop into my mind in slumber
          Some are murderous 
          
          Others remain perfection
          I am inside my mind
          With the fuel growing and spreading
          
          I am inside my N I G H T M A R E S 
          
          ×°•× ~ “ Nightmares ”