onyx

desperately wish i had the motivation to write again. it’s been so long in a slump i miss writing, i miss my readers, i miss making people cry with my stories. i miss this app and this community. being an adult sucks

i have discontinued every book except disconnection, lowkey embarrassing
          havent touched my laptop in MONTHS, no passion for writing, no ideas, so im going on a deep dive through editing territory to hopefully spark something
          
          also im not dead, obviously, even tho i never use this app anymore

new chapter tomorrow! i had so much fun writing this one so i’m really excited to post it.

ive been working nonstop all week and haven’t had the time/energy to write so i told myself id do some writing today my only day off but i ended up getting absolutely HAMMERED after work with my coworkers and am currently fighting off nausea and praying i don’t feel this hangover get worse 
          really screwing myself over lol

tell me why i’ve been in a great place mentally for MONTHS but the literal moment i start writing another fanfic after a super long hiatus i get super depressed and my life loses all joy
          like what is this curse 

suprise i wasnt kidding this time! Chapter 1 of Painless is out now!

AHEM.. 
          
          Thunderbolts fanfiction in the works…
          
          

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how have i spent four whole years on this app and i’ve only finished writing one fic

sometimes i forget i have free will and if im ridiculously bored i can literally just start a new fanfic