oodlethedoodlefan

I'M NOT DEADDDDD

oodlethedoodlefan

Quick question...would you peeps be okay if I...made a slightly suggestive book with one of my other aus? You wouldn't have to read it, obviously, but I just wanna know what you guys are comfortable with. It wouldn't be too suggestive, maybe the words of a couple of [those] things here and there, just a couple of scenarios I was wanting to do are for a tad older audience. What do you guys think? Are you comfortable? Or would you prefer I kept it to myself or on a different account?

oodlethedoodlefan

SMALL VENT!
          
          I don't really like doing these, and you don't have to read if you don't want to, but I just need to get this out..
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          I'm afraid of change. Afraid of everything and everyone around me growing and leaving all the same. The thought..unsettles me, and I'm starting to think I may have Gerascophobia...
          The thought of leaving behind family, living alone, DYING alone...I don't usually have existential thoughts like these, and I'm not sure what brought this one on, but...I'm afraid. Of the future, the past. I wish I could just...stop time...and stay right here. In this same place. Forever. Do you guys ever feel this way..?