My heart flutters positively once more.
It's indeterminate for how long this will last, but regardless, I will make sure to not be hasty yet to not be too hesitant as well.
And I will savor it as best as I can.
Speaking of savoring, the main announcement I would like to make is that I don't feel myself savoring Psychology Anthology: Optus Jargon much anymore. About last week I read through at least two-thirds of it and it was really hard to get through some of it. Not because it was emotional, or badly written, but it just repeated itself over and over and it felt like there was no substance.
It's not that I don't understand where I was going with it, bur I just wanted to let you guys know I'm considering unpublishing the story.
Of course, I wouldn't do this until I verify the rest of the chapters, possibly I'll just leave it as is or keep the last few, but nonetheless my life has been in a new chapter ever since we all got back to school. Things have gotten better and will continue to get better. Undoubtedly hardship will always eventually be there, but I want my stories to be about the ups and downs of life, the beauty found in the ugliness - the salvation after the gauntlet.
Psychology Anthology's current weakness as I see it is the placing, the timing, and both the time and context relevance of it being written.
Many, if not all things I angrily wrote about have been dismissed or otherwise forgiven. Forgiving is an important aspect to life. I don't mean to turn this into a lecture, but I just want to write about things with a better, more refined perspective.
Expect more updates soon, whether for Psychology Anthology, how I'm doing, or how my actual stories are going.
If you took the time to read this, all I can say is thank you. I hope you enjoy what's to come, and also feel like you've been growing as a person.
