Utsu!

Guys… I swear ill make it up to you this weekend… IM IN TWO SCIENCE CLASSES, TWO!!!! i might actually pass away this last quarter they are going to have to ship my degree to my coffin. I HATE HATE HATE SCHOOL SO MUCH SOEMOEN SEND HELP PLEASERTREE ITS ONTL WEEK ONE AND ITS ALREAYD MAKE ME CRY LIKE EGY TF TEACHERS BE GIVIGN WORK ON WEEK ZERO. ZERO THE QUARTER HADDENT EVEN STARTED YET?!?! EVILLL PROFESSORSSSSS IM SOR RT I DIDNT GET TO UPDATE BEFORE LIKE I SAID I WOULD ITS HUSR HARD TO WRITE WHEN IM STRESSED (˃̣̣̥ᴖ˂̣̣̥) AFTER MY LAST QUIZES UNLOCK AT 1 ON SATURDAY ILL FINALLY HAVE SAFE FREE TIME!!!!

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QQUICK UPDATE IM ALIVE AND WORKINGO N CHAPTER I JUST GOT SICK ON MONDAY (my rat sister gave me the plague) BUT IM RECOVERED ENOUGH TO WRITE SO IM WORKING ON IT!!! sorry for delay it rlly came out of no where, but on that note next week i start classes again so ill see how its going a week into it but i might have to kind of change my writing of schedule based on the work load because its going to be 4 college level classes this time instead of 3... (i might be cooked)

SORRY I LIED YESTERDAY I PASSED TF OUT ANYWAYS IM A GOOD CHUNK INTO THE CHAPTER!! IM EXPECTITN TO BE DONE SUNDAY-TUESDAY!!! (tuesday if monday is a busy day)

I'm gonna backflip on you (with love)

SO SORRY GUYS ILL CATCHUP WITH COMMENTS AND GET DEEPER INTO THE NEXT CHAPTER TMMR or well… later today.. again…  ITS JUST IVE HAD SUCH AN ABSOLUTE CRAZY DAY!!! I THINK MY EX IS USING EVIL TWINK WITCHCAFT ON ME!!?! Ok so get this… i have this random dream about forgiving him (red flag considering we havent spoken in like a year since i blocked him and ive absolutely like blood boilingly hated him) and so i wake up SO conflicted and confused cause like wtf but also like i felt strangey lighter and so i was like uh i need more time to think on this and so i unblock him but DONT text and just go clean and then later HE texts ME?!?! I DIDNT SAY ANYTHING. HOW did he know… SO WEIRD!!! and so i did end up coming to a conclusion with him of being civil (i dont want to have to worry about running into him in public anymore or him bothering my friends and since im just randomly apathetic now theres no harm) anywyas DW GUYS im NOT going back to him, even after talking to him and him trying to flirt i was still apathetic. besides he was literally the last reason i cant date men anymore like i dont think my therapist can fix this and besides women make me feel SO much safer and comfortable and they are SO much prettier, so like IM GOOD!!! why do dreams have to be so unconsensual?!?!?

Chapta gonna be done tmr! not sure exactly when so it could be noon to night time ish but im confident its going to be done tmmro. Sorry this updates taking so long! I was just working on making the new cover as well as some cleaning and then I had to rewrite half this chapter because I wanted to save zanka backstory-ish until it comes up in cannon timeline so that took a lot of time to write just to remove... anyways ignore my stupidity I blame my sleep schedule. See u soon! ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡

wowza sorry about that i had a delay cause of “spring cleaning” (im being ragebaited by my own blood) ANYWAYS im halfway into the chapter now!!!! im going to go to sleep earlier than usual but im still expecting to finish the chapter this week, just wanted to give a little update! also what the hell is going on today i was doing laundry and put the soap in the dryer and dryer sheets in the wash. WHAT AM I DOINGGRDFFD?!??

IM DONE IM OFFICIALLY ON BREKA MWAHDWHAHHHAHAH!!! IM STARTING THE NEXT CHAPTER RN! IM THINKING IT SHOULD BE OUT THIS WEEK. ILL UPDATE TMRO AND LET U GUYS KNOW THE UPDATED PREDICTION IF ITS NOT OUT THEN!! 
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OK so finals are this next week but I should be totally done on Tuesday. I haven't gotten a chance to really get into the next chapter yet but I'll get into it as soon as Im free! Just some school stuff so nothing I can't handle and it absolutely won't get dragged on since its finals and they cut off Tuesday, you can expect a chapter anytime after then. (I'll post another update once I start on it to relay progress!)