orangerhue
i need to get drunk again
orangerhue
orangerhue
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WHERE IS THAT FUCKING AUTHOR WHO WROTE SEOUL UNITED AND IN TIME AND THE FOLLOWING I FOUND THEIR AO3 I JUST NEED TO KNOW THEIR WATTPAD I DONT KNOW WHY I JUST DO.
orangerhue
I DONT READ JIKOOK ANYMORE (obviously…) BUT THAT WAS MY FAVOURITE AUTHOR IN LIKE 2019/2020 UGHHHHHH
orangerhue
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orangerhue
what if i just offed myself one day nobody would care lmao i’m probably better off dead anyway the way i’m headed
yingiyangiheart
@orangerhue ITS OK!!!I just got worried,hope you're doing good with your applications!!<3
orangerhue
@yingiyangiheart i’m not doing great atm (a youtuber i like got outed as a groomer LMAO and i fell out with the only person irl who actually likes me) but the one thing i could never do to myself is suicide my biggest fear is what happens after death i’d rather do anything than die :(( if i disappear again it’ll be because i’m busy or something </3 i requested your tiktok anyway! i don’t use tiktok but it’ll be another platform for us to talk on which is always good :DDD
orangerhue
@yingiyangiheart OH MY GOD IM SO SORRY!!! i had mocks a couple weeks ago and have been busy with uni application stuff and work i’m so sorry :(((( i haven’t done anything i’ve just been so overwhelmed i haven’t had time <//3
orangerhue
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i’m such a fucking shitty person i actually cannot believe i did that what was going through my mind now i’ve ruined the one good thing in my life and i don’t know when she’ll come back
orangerhue
internalised homophobia make me DIE
orangerhue
i hate being a lesbian so much i wish i wasn’t i feel so much lesser (?) because i don’t like men yesterday i just held my lesbian flag and stared at it because i don’t want it i don’t want to be a lesbian
orangerhue
guess who got a girlfriend (not me) (it wasn’t me) (WHEN WILL IT BE ME)
orangerhue
my wifi keeps cutting out and switching to 4g like. what. why pls stop
orangerhue
this app is so stupid doesn’t function well at all
orangerhue
sorted it but for some reason < makes all the stuff after it disappear ??? idk why it must be some coding thing i’m not a computer girl idk how this works
yingiyangiheart
YOU LISTEN TO LOVEJOY???HOW DID I NOT KNOW ABT THIS LULY
orangerhue
HAHAHA YES I DO!! i’ve seen them live in october and i’m seeing them again on the 29th!! with james marriott as support as well