So the pain of a breakup is something I never truly understood. Now that I do I would take anything over it. You give your heart to someone, you trust them with your secrets, your body, and your soul. The pain is unbearable, and it comes in waves, there are so many levels I can’t even describe it. But I can try my best. My not so love story is heartbreaking, and real. And it needs to be out there, so one day I can look back and laugh at it, and learn from it. I’m gonna wright this book. And I don’t care if no one sees it or if everyone does. All I know is it needs to be done.