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Dâra

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I would love you so, that even if you still loved him and continued to love this person whom I don't know, you would still not find my love to be a burden to you in any way. You would only feel, you would only sense at every moment that next to you beats a grateful, grateful heart, an ardent heart. That will never stop beating.

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I am a dreamer. I know so little of real life that I just can't help re-living such moments as these in my dreams, for such moments are something I have very rarely experienced. I am going to dream about you the whole night, the whole week, the whole year. I feel I know you so well that I couldn't have known you better if we'd been friends for twenty years. You won't fail me, will you? Only two minutes, and you've made me happy forever. Yes, happy. Who knows, perhaps you've reconciled me with myself, resolved all my doubts.

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Misanthropy - is a general hatred, distrust, or contempt for the human species and human nature. It is a philosophical or psychological mindset rather than a recognized medical condition, and it can manifest in a variety of ways.

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Day 16
          
          I don't know why, but whenever life gives me two paths, I find myself choosing the harder one.
          
          If one road promises comfort and the other promises struggle, pain, and months of questioning my own existence, something inside me always chooses the second. Not because I enjoy suffering for its own sake, but because I've learned the most important lessons during my darkest moments.
          
          Every hardship I've been through has changed me. Every heartbreak, every failure, every sleepless night forced me to grow into someone stronger than I was before. Maybe that's why I no longer run away from pain—I see it as a teacher.
          
          Sometimes I wonder if that's why I keep walking into difficult situations. Maybe I'm searching for another lesson. Maybe I'm trying to find meaning in the struggle. Or maybe I've simply become someone who believes that the strongest version of himself is born through adversity.
          
          I don't hate that part of me.
          
          It's the reason I've changed so much over the past few months. It taught me discipline, patience, self-respect, and how to keep moving even when everything hurts.
          
          Maybe one day I'll learn that growth doesn't always have to come from suffering.
          
          But until then, if life gives me two paths, I'll probably still choose the one that challenges me the most—not because it's easier, but because it's the one that makes me feel alive.