@organharvest
This is going to sound like a weird post because l'm essentially screaming into the void, but I just discovered something super terrifying through while conducting a couple experiments on my own and now I'm really shaken up. I feel like I need to tell someone, but I'm trapped at the same time.
I'm not allowed to hold it while he p*es anymore bc I had bad aim on my first two tries :(
words cannot express how happy i am to spend all day with my precious handsome jocky prettyboy hunk
Woke up next to my man and immediately started eyeing him for the next couple of minutes. Finally snapped out of it since I couldn’t go back to sleep and wow. He’s so pretty. Really pretty. Even in the dark, I can see it. He really is the sun
i absolutely love going swimming with my man. i get to ogle his lean and fit bod all day got dayum. weekends just got better
i was about to make a drastic decision because i sincerely believed someone i know irl found this but idc tbh
up at night thinking about it, but i really love my man. he’s always calling me missy and moonlight, and it makes me melt. and a few days ago he called me his vampire princess in private and it just.. aaaa
he’s such an adorable hunk, i love my teddy bear sm he’s actually the sweetest and kindest person i know. sadly im incapable of calling him a normal pet name most of the time. it's whatever random strings of words come into my mind at the moment, and yes he will respond to "my cheesy hot pocket" or “blondie/goldilocks”
i just realized my boyfriend acts an awfully lot like sylus which is pretty funny. i've been playing since before we started dating and it seems that i definitely have a type
sylus >>> all
>:D
@organharvest Fair enough lol. Every time he says kitten to the MC I can't help but think of that scene with Prince Charming in Shrek where he goes "not now kitten whiskers, daddy will discuss it later", didn't help that Sylus' tone kind of matched it too
@xMiss-Mia0x You know what? You forced my hand. Sylus is devoted and mature. I’m loving the fact that he looks like the domineering type but he’s actually so sweet and thoughtful. Like it’s Sylus's nature NOT to overstep MC's boundaries. He's quite clear on consent and respecting MC's choices. If MC said, "No, I'll figure it out myself", he would absolutely step back. He's all about uplifting and support. And he wants the MC to be strong and respects her independence. He’s such a sweetheart and I would argue that his love IS gentle, he just doesn’t know it. Another thing I appreciate that about him especially because if he suggests something MC doesn't want nor need, he has shown he's willing to be taught what MC specifically wants. It's very clear he's trying his best to be good to her (no matter if she's brat sometimes). He’s EXTREMELY observant and patient; he listens, asks questions and adapts. His character strives to take care of everything (with asking first) and that makes me feel safe and seen. Sylus is written (presented more so) to be in-your-face a-hundred-cliches-in-one red flag, when in reality he subverts that expectation and is super self-aware and levelheaded about it all. The way he treats MC, with care, patience, being straightforward — I find it amazing and refreshing after the previous stories with boys all being cold/pouty/distant/whatever. Yes, they are all caring and loving but he’s just, mature about it? He doesn’t have time nor desire to “play games” and I respect that SO much. Also it’s really cool how he checks off every edgy character stereotype; mob boss, vampire vibe, escaped space pirates, etc etc but in actuality he really just wants to be by your side. This man is literally a massive green flash dressed in red and I love it. And the way he is with animals always gets to me, too. Also, also.. kitten and sweetie are such cute petnames
ngl I started playing LaDs again once I found out about Caleb’s release. I usually despise visual novels and gacha games but it’s way too beautiful and exciting to not enjoy. And it’s really wonderful how it seen it makes me feel and how it teaches the player how to love themselves. Proud Sylus girlie btw
@xMiss-Mia0x LaDs is honestly so healing and therapeutic, so I can’t disagree. And I understand why you’d like a goofy and clingy man, no shame in that. But to be fair they’re all morally grey and dangerous (and that’s what makes them cool)
@organharvest To each their own. I love morally grey men and he’s definitely that. Despite making me roll my eyes at him 99% of the time, I always catch myself smile at the same time. Rafayel is pretty. Idk, I guess I’ve always just liked the whole teasing, banter and diva attitude. And I really love the way so much of way he behaves is an act, and when you see him let his walls down he’s so romantic, heartfelt and shy. There’s a sweetness to him under the surface that makes you feel special for being the one who gets to see/experience it. Rafayel helped me heal from everything that happened and is my crutch and he will always be my fishie