organharvest

i feel so happy. he took me to six flags for my special day and then we went to a steakhouse afterwards. and he also got me a musical cookie tin. he really gets me. i love my boyfriend, he’s my best friend ♡

did i do something? why are people suddenly deactivating and unfollowing me? i haven't updated or posted anything in a long time lmao. the last time i was seriously active was when i was severely ill and hospitalized for a while. i legit don't interact with anyone

Why do tall men seem to go for short women? Like I've just accepted my fate at this point with my boyfriend but it is really strange to think about, because they are actually really intimidating to me and I personally avoid them (and everyone). I have countless instances of tall guys being interested me throughout my life, especially now, and it is confusing to me because they look like scary trees to me and I genuinely thought they'd prefer someone who was more at their level.
          
          I initially avoided my boyfriend for this reason and I feel bad about it now because he's not a monster, he's just a big cuddly teddy bear and I love him very much, but I'm still trying to understand this.

To anyone who finds this inactive page; Happy New Year and Happy 62nd anniversary to the 1963 Astro Boy anime. I was at a yacht party so I didn’t get the chance to say anything till now lol

i forgot to add this but bf got me a diaphonized fetal mouse pen for christmas. i love this man for actually knowing me

dear fucking god. i spit on him today while we were playing.. like on purpose, and he wasn't mad about it or anything. he literally just wiped it off his face and licked it off his fingers. that was so nasty but kinda hot ngl. caught me off guard because that was a bold move for the same guy who would get visibly nervous every time we held hands. and like a while ago he literally took out the jollyrancer that was in my mouth with his tongue and ate it. 
          
          merry christmas btw

i love putting on my bfs eyeliner and painting his nails black. today’s his birthday and i got him dolled up, its actually so cute

i got a tornado warning and it scared the shit out of me because it woke me up. but now im annoyed because i can understand a tsunami, but a tornado? wtf does a tornado even look like? these mfs are literally the boy who cried wolf.
          
          actually going back to bed

i had to dissect a cadaver today, and ngl the formaldehyde made me so hungry but i also feel really tired and woozy

I love how every night I have an “I miss my boyfriend right now” moment. 
          
          I feel like rambling. Is it bad that I have a lock of his cute hair in a trinket box? Like he gladly agreed to let me keep it and said that I was adorable for that, but sometimes I wonder if he thinks otherwise.
          
          Also, I can’t believe he was insecure about being blond. I have never, not once had a bad encounter or been mistreated (not even subtly) by a blond or a ginger guy and they’re literally my preferences so I was shocked to hear such a thing. He’s literally so pretty, inside and out so wtf is he on. And its so awesome that he shows his affection with spoiling me and helping out with even the littlest things. Ugh I love him sm