I don’t know what to do with life, I at this new school(my first one ever until 2016 closed down, then the one I was at last year closed down, now I’m at a new school again, philly need to step up they education game istg) but anyway I don’t know how to make friends, because 2 years ago, I never had to make friends, then last year the friends made me(and let me tell you i miss them so much, they were the reason I came to school, like I say this with all seriousness they were the reason I loved coming to school) and this year I’m at this school right outside of philly, I’ve already been living down here for like 2 1/2 years but I wanted to go to school downtown, but now I go to the public school 2 mins away from my house and I live in a county where everyone knows everyone so it’s hard trying to make friends with people who have been friends since 1st grade. I mean I think I’m friends with some people but they have their own groups of friends and it’s hard for me to fit in with the group.
I have made friends with a girl who only came here like 1 week ago but she’s friends with almost EVERYONE and I’m so confused on how she does it but I can talk to her so at least that’s good.
I just had to get that off my chest, that isn’t all of it though, but I can’t type anymore.
And also I’m sorry for not updating but writing doesn’t even really excite me. I mean I got so many ideas, and I mean so many, but typing them on my phone or computer makes me not want to write, I rather just write on paper for some reason probably because it’s easier and I write faster than I type(even if I type really fast on my phone). But I really just prefer to write the story and get someone else to type it, because I really think the ideas I have are really good and I wanna share them with people but I don’t want to have to go through the process of typing the stuff down.
But anyway I should go, I have and essay that i unfortunately have to type