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Reading all the comments you guys have left under my work is unbelievably kind... wow thank you for all the love and support.

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♫Do you notice when I get mad, I clench my jaw?
          Do you notice when I get sad, I tend to fall?
          Look at my words I say to you,
          Cause I notice when you get mad,
          You close your eyes
          And I notice when you are sad,
          You let out sighs
          I need to know are those sighs ever over me?
          Do you know how in love with you,
          I am
          Do you see how in love with you,
          I am
          Every thing that you do, it makes my heart stop♫

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♫I was in Pittsburgh, where I saw Superman in the back room
          He was doin lines or somethin in the bathroom
          I barely recognized him at all
          I saw him doin things you shouldn't do with all that power
          I wished someone would have thrown him in the shower
          I barely recognized him at all 
          That night I put my youth in a casket, and buried it inside of me
          That night I saw through all the magic
          Now I'm a witness to the death of a hero♫

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♫Cambell's Chicken Noodle soup, when you stay home from school
          Remember watching MTV when there was still music for you
          Just a kid on Cholla Street
          From my city built in the sands
          My father said, "You'll be a man, be a man, be a man"
          I was born, in 1994♫

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♫Now everyone but us 
          Can see that this is done
          So why are we like this?
          So blind to consequence, 
          They say insanity is trying the same thing and expecting something new
          Well we must be insane cause we keep trying this
          Expecting to pull through♫

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♫I know it's cruel
          But I kind of hope you're torchured too
          Tell me does your heart stop at the party where my name drops
          Like you stood at the platform when the trains cross
          Are you hurting?
          Yeah you must be
          Or is it just me?
          Tongue tied, screaming on the inside
          When they say that we broke up and they ask why
          Are you cryin in the shower like a freak
          Or is it just me?♫

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♫ If you see the boy I used to be, could you tell him that I'd like to find him
          And if you see the shell that's left of me, could you spare it a little kindness
          Cause i've been high and i've been low
          I've spent a thousand nights alone
          Tryna hold on tight
          Feelings come,but they won't go
          Please won't someone take me home before I lose my mind
          Am I broken?
          Am I flawed?
          Do I deserve a shred of worth or am I just another fate fucked up lost cause?
          And am I human?
          or am I something else?
          Cause i'm so scared, and no one's there
          To save me from the nightmare that I call myself♫

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♫ Could it ever be just us?
          Tell me what you're waiting for
          Hold me like you did before
          Or just run away, run away, run away
          Cause' I don't think I could take much more
          Why you're always waging war?
          And tell me why i'm keeping score
          Would you give me one, give me one, give me one more
          Like if this was truly love,
          Truly love♫