otaku fudoshi

I unpublished angrysuicidalizuku, why? Because I hadnt been uploading chapters and I haven't even felt like doing so. Its also been about 1 in a half years since I have even uploaded and I know my style of writing has changed, and its also hard to update when all the comments Are putting me or my book down. I might relublish it at a later time in the future, but I can't promise that it'll happen.

Ho omg I dieing, i got a little pendent thing it's like a little arrow on a chain and you can use it to ask questions, I had gotten it for my birthday. Well today I had my mom ask questions, her questions were "will my son graduate?" Yes, "will he go to military?" Yes,  "will anyone close to me die this year?" No, "will be go on a happy vacation this year?" No, will we go on a mini vacation this year??" No, then she got upset a little saying she was done but then she said wait one more, "will my marriage go downhill after my kids move out?" Bitch when i tell you it said yeesss 

Okay I figured out a schedule. Ive edited the fuck out of three chapters, and it's 9:18. Tomorrow when I can I'll edit a few more. It'll take about 3-4 days to finish editing it. But you see I had edited the chapters on my school computer rather than my phone, so it'll take me about three days to fully delete everything and retype everything. I changed a lot I'm at the intro, but it's still following the main storyline... Whatever that is. I'm not going to be editing too much now tho, mainly just grammar ig, but yeah it'll take about a full seven days to completely get all the editing done, to retype everything, and to make a new chapter as well.
          
          But I'm tired so good night or day wherever you live right now, have sweet dreams lovelies.❤
          And what do you think I should name my book?
          Reply with any ideas.

Okay, I've finally gotten around to doing something... I'm gonna edit the FUCK out of angry suicidal izuku. Then imma change the name of it, it was supposed to be temporary, but then it kinda blew up and I was scared that if I changed it others wouldn't be able to re-find it. And I know I was supposed to only be taking a break but shit man it was just one thing after another, the free time I had was either spent trying to relax for once or going up to kentucky to spend time with my grandparents that I love more than life itself. BUT as I said, I'm going to edit the hell out of my book so you may want to re-read it, then... I might as well add another chapter. Stay tuned!

Welp I hear the sound of my window trying to be pulled open, and it's locked but its also broken a little so with enough force you can open it, but I'm scared to look up because I don't have curtains 

I refuse to have my day ruined, after I listened to daywalker, (listen on Spotify or yt it really slaps ) 

(Please read and give me advice) I've been trying to get in contact with my friend but they haven't been texting me. I recently texted them, "you know I wish youd look at your texts more often." Yesterday and I said that because she always tells me, "my phone doesn't send me a notification for messages or calls." And today she finallt textes and said she's been having suicidal thoughts and hating life not having energy to text or leave the house and she's sorry. I feel like an ass saying this but she I told her how many times I've lost friends because they don't text me and we drift apart or how they don't text back and I feel like a nuisance or a bother, I tell her that I hate having to text people first because they probably hate me and think why does this person even try to hang out with me. And the first thing I saw in her massage towards me was that she's been ignoring me and she's seen my massages and calls for weeks now and just not cared enough. I want to be someone she relies on, and it makes me feel like shit knowing she doesn't rely on me when she feels those ways. Because i rely on her that way and it make me think that if she doesn't rely on me she probably doesn't like it when I tell her about how I'm feeling. Am I an asshole for thinking this way? I don't want to think this way but I'm not going to lie she makes me feel like a bother, like she doesn't want to be around me.. 

You know, I used to think I could help my brother and that I could change his mind about the lgbtq and for awhile I thought we were making progress. Then out of no were he went from calling lgbt people lgbt people to only gay people and out of no where he is calling himself a super straight. His points don't even make sense anymore he tryed to explain but he sounded so fucking stupid that a collage school Teacher would fucking quit there job if they heard the dumb shit that he tried to make sound normal. He use to try and understand things now he just says he doesn't care that only his point matters so I just give up. I now refuse to believe my mom didn't cheat on my dad, I refuse to believe I'm part of there blood line. There is just no way.

I am having a big ass mf problem! My mother was searching through my depression room and found a tiny canvas that I painted on, I had followed a bob ross tatorial and I turned out bad because of my paint being too translucent so I yeeted it across my room. She's now showing everyone it and asked me to paint her dead mothers old road and house(my nana). I don't have the heart to tell her it was a followed tutorial So I guess I'll let them think I have talent and pretend it never happened, but I don't know what to do if she brings it up...

Is angry suicidal Izuku discontinued or on Hiatus?