Sometimes, you sense a rivalry. And some other people sense it too.
She wants to be you, they told me.
And I feel like screaming.
Take it. Take everything. The laughters, the fun, the shopping, the smiles, the red carpets, the vip tables.
Take all my talents, whatever little that I have.
Take everything. Those nights I cannot sleep. The fear of life. The fear of death. The uncertainty. The screamings.The pills to make my brain not go numb. The jealousy. The dead friendships. The fake friendships.
All the pain. Take it all.
You would want to give back my life to me in just a couple of days.
Cause you can never handle my life.
Even I barely can.
- Oudra Aziz -