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ourboys1
I have had the biggest writers block. I'm sorry I've been so stressed out. I will hopefully update soon but for now I won't be able to. And Zayn leaving the band made everything 100 times worse. I think I have anxiety and everything's really weighing down on me and when Zayn left I couldn't handle it. I wish I could help him. But he said he wanted out for a long time and that meant he wasn't happy. We weren't making him happy. It hurts but he left for his health which is a good thing. I'll be back soon, I promise ~B xx