isa

thank you for following!

Question: guess who's back, back again?
          Answer: it's me but probably for like a week or so of me trying to get back into my writing groove and then quitting because writing is Hard
          
          Okay, I feel like it's been years since I've written on here and maybe most of y'all are dead or don't even care, but well, I care. I'm looking at the old post of mine where I had said something about wanting to improve and that statement still stands. I want to improve on my grammar and vocabulary and sentence structure and all that jazz. I want to challenge myself and write under point of views that are a far cry from what I'm used to. I want to think of creative plots and dialogue that haven't been used before.
          
          That being said, I most likely will not continue writing the fanfictions I made when I was younger and had thoroughly believed that I would marry Harry Styles. But 'most likelys' can always change, so keep on a look out.
          
          I'm probably just going to post things I've written in the past (because I can't keep hiding it in the notes section of my phone) AND create something new where I vent and cry and pour out my thoughts to. Maybe I'll actually write a story with actual chapters and an actual plot, but who knows - I'm a month in my summer break and honestly, anything could happen.
          
          So anyways, that's all. Here's hoping I actually write something worth while. 
          
          

Beautiful covers,  Isa :) 

Wow. It really has been a while since I've been here and I've updated.
          
          I've been busy lately. Busy with family, busy with stressing over an insanely hot guy that I thought I was done with liking, busy with stressing over my infatuating problem, busy with stressing over the fact that I'm stressing over irrelevant, tiny things, etc. I'll be going to the Philippines on July 1st and I'll be surrounded with family and relatives and I don't think I'll have a lot of free time. 
          
          It may be my sleep deprivation, but I really want to get better at writing. Looking back at my fanfictions, I can't say I'm impressed. There are so many mistakes in my writing that it makes me want to cringe. I love to write but lately when I feel like I'm forcing myself to write for the sake of updating. I'm actually quite tired with some of my stories and their plots and I literally want to delete them. But I won't. I'll try and complete them all, even if it kills me. I don't really want to give up on a story, so a few of them will probably end up being an insanely short story with only a few chapters. But hey, at least I'm not killing them off. 
          
          I love to write and I love it when I have an idea and I can just type/write away. I love it when I can show my work to people and hear their thoughts about it. I love feeling so creative and feeling like I'm doing something right and looking at my finished typed or written work. When I was younger, I always thought of becoming a professional writer. I remember my first work was about a land of red and my heroin killing a witch, thus letting every color created come into the world. 
          
          When I gain back some free time, I'll definitely try and update. Who knows, maybe I'll just start a new story and put the rest of my stories on a hiatus. In the mean time, I'll just be here only to respond to my friends or read a story that caught my eye. Hope you all are doing well and happy and and and yeah. That's it. I think.

every time i come to your profile i'm moved to tears by the beauty of
          1. your profile picture
          2. your background
          3. your bio
          
          basically you are perfect

(i downloaded she's so perfect and can't stop listening to it are you proud of me)

heLLO I AM ALIVE GUYS
          
          sorry i haven't been updating (is it really that much of a surprise) but I've been busy and lazy and IM SORRY. As of right now, I think I'll put Dear Delilah on hold, because fucking damn I cannot find the urge to keep writing it. So I'll focus on my two stories, WAM and LTF. I'm currently working on writing LTF and I plan on updating a shitload sooooooooon. but yeah. sorry for not being here in a while.

AW DON'T WORRY IF IT MAKES YOU FEEL ANY BETTER I'M GETTING MY WISDOM TEETH OUT IN THE SUMMER TOO SO WE'LL BOTH BE LYING ON THE COUCH WITH ICE PACKS AND NETFLIX
          
          THALUM OMG CAN WE MAKE THAT A THING
          LET'S MAKE THALUM A THING
          
          OKAY IS THAT LUKE OR ASTON IN YOUR PROFILE PIC I STILL CAN'T TELL
          
          THIS MESSAGE SOUNDS VERY ANGRY i'm gonna turn caps off now lol

@RestlessDreamer FINALLY THANK THE HEAVENS
          OMG DONT WORRY IN THE BEGINNING I HAD TROUBLE TELLING THE DIFFERENCE TOO I THINK ITS THE HAIR
          CALUM IS YOUR BBY AW THAT DJWSN CERIN??? THALUM/??
          
          thalum yes yes tes
          
          AW THANK YOU BBY im bad at responding omg dont beat yourself up ok

I DID MY RESEARCH ON 5SOS ON TUMBLR AND I JUST WOW THEY ARE BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE
          
          i still can't tell the difference between luke and ashton idk why.  calum is my favorite.  he's just.  gah.
          
          anyways hi hope ur tests went well and i'm still shit at replying to messages so imma get on that soon