lili

lili oh my god, i'm sorry we haven't spoken in a while and i feel like utter shit for basically /abandoning/ you like that, pm me and we can exchange numbers or something? i miss your crazy butt. 
          
          teddy. x

hi lili. it's charlie, and i know we've lost contact and all, but i really am sorry you feel/felt that way. i'm incredibly sorry if you felt that way and some people treated you like rubbish. i just wanted to let you know that not all the people will be like that and i will always care for you, no matter what. i missed you, quite terribly. i hope you're okay. your broadcast was completely true, though. wattpad has changed. but i hope you take good care of yourself. i'll always be here for you. i love you x

I'm sorry you feel that way. Just know that even if I don't show it sometimes, you're my best friend. My sister that lives someone else in the world. I will never stop caring for you Lili, it's impossible.

Lili, please, know I do care about you. I always have and always will and I miss you dearly. I'm sorry you're hurting, I really am. 
          
          If you /ever/ need anything, I'm here for you, alright?

hey lili baby, 
          
          look, don't get yourself caught up in the ramblings of other people. i know it sucks to feel used and to put up with bullshit and all of that but you gotta take care of yourself first. some people are just in this weird "identity crisis" stage in their lives and don't have considerations for others' feelings and no one deserves to be on the short end of that stick. 
          
          all in all, don't deal with bullshit. take care of yourself.
          
          ily xo

hi lili

hi lili

I'm done with all this shit. First, I've listened to multiple people complain about them hurting and all that shit, of course I care. It's not like I'm a cold heartless bitch, but sometimes when I start to feel down know one gives a fuck. It just shows me how many people actually used me. So excuse me, if I stop caring about your problems, it's not like you hardly ever cared about me anyway so fuck off.
          
          I used to think wattpad was a decent place, filled with nice people. I guess I was wrong, this is dedicated to all my 'so called friends' who said they'd be there for me. Ha, could've fueled me. Honestly, guys like you are pathetic. I don't even care if I get called out, just fucking listen or leave, it's not like I'm begging for your attention.
          
          Unlike most people on here, yeah that's right. Everyone on this site asks for attention. Not naming names or anything, but it get's to a point were not everyone cares about your feelings, we've all got problems of our own thank you, I'm not in the mood to listen to your stupid shit.
          
          You all probably thinking I'm acting like a bitch, well I guess I am. But I'm probably the only person that would ever admit it on this goddamn website. They all act 'I don't do anything wrong' or 'I wasn't being mean at all, I was being nice' fuck off, that is complete crap. Don't act like a angel, no one is, especially not me.
          
          So you all better listen when I do get my account back, I'm unfollowing all those people who don't mean shit to me. They used to, but this just proves to me that I meant absolutely nothing to you guys. I'm okay with that, because I know I'm better than you. I have something you'll never have, fucking courage to tell the truth that half this people on this site can go fuck themselves.
          
          -Lili

bby xo