outofasylum

ANG GANDA NI MALOI IKAW NA TALAGA MALOI !!!! BINICHELLA IS INSANE

outofasylum

this might sound weird, but i’m kinda into the big age gap trope with zico… NOT IN A WEIRD WAY!! i’m writing something rn lol (it’s not about maddy and zico, it’s an entirely different fic)

outofasylum

@marchmellowzzz i’m in my zico phase again and i can’t stop writing about him
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marchmellowzzz

@outofasylum that low key would be interesting
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i actually need time because i really didn’t expect this, and as delusional as it sounds, i expected nct to last forever, or at least as long as it could. dream means so much to me, and i literally grew up with them. the first album i ever bought was we go up, only because i thought that would be mark’s last album with dream and that i wouldn’t be able to hear his voice in their tracks anymore.
          
          11 beautiful years of having the privilege to watch mark debut numerous times, grow up, and now leave nct. i really am happy for him and will always support his decision, but i actually feel unwell about how things are unfolding. it sounds like i’m being dramatic, but mark means so much to me, and i don’t think i’ll ever fully understand that he’s actually left nct and that i’m not going to see 7dream anymore.
          
          as sad as i am that mark is leaving, i also feel happy for him for leaving the company that has been overworking him for the past decade. mark lee, you are and always will be so loved. sorry for ranting here, i just needed to get that off my chest.
          
          WHY AM I SO DRAMATIC

outofasylum

@marchmellowzzz at first, my mind didn’t really process it then i started bawling my eyes out last night for like an hour and half, I STILL FEEL LIKE CRYING. honestly, i don’t know if i can actually recover from this,, thank you <33
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marchmellowzzz

@outofasylum NO BB YOUR BEING PERFECTLY REASONABLE YOU ARE ALLOWED TO GRIEVE I WAS LIKE THIS TOO MUCH LOVE
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