outroses

happy birthday to me ! i am now 22 and like my last one, it still feels unreal how much older i get… it feels like yesterday that i was a teenager on here not knowing what the hell i was doing, just writing as a hobby/escape to what eventually became a newfound passion !! if you’re reading this, hi, hello, i AM still here and still writing i promise lmao. ty for always being with me i love yall sm <3

outroses

@vampirjies no no dw !! TYSM ZUKO, I STILL APPRECIATE YOUR WISHES REGARDLESS <333 ive been doing my best to get everything done as soon as i can because ive had this in the drafts for TOO long now and i can’t wait for you guys to see it <33
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vampirjies

IM SO LATE :((((((( HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY <3333333333333 i hope you had a wonderful day, may this month bring you lots and lots of joy and happiness. i cant wait to read what you’ve become up with ik it’s going to be amazing !! much love <33333
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dollcomplexxx

that’s good! it feels a lot more rewarding being able to flesh everything out when you’ve dedicated so much time to the actual oc themselves. i have no doubt it’ll all turn out amazing <3 
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outroses

happy birthday to me ! i am now 22 and like my last one, it still feels unreal how much older i get… it feels like yesterday that i was a teenager on here not knowing what the hell i was doing, just writing as a hobby/escape to what eventually became a newfound passion !! if you’re reading this, hi, hello, i AM still here and still writing i promise lmao. ty for always being with me i love yall sm <3

outroses

@vampirjies no no dw !! TYSM ZUKO, I STILL APPRECIATE YOUR WISHES REGARDLESS <333 ive been doing my best to get everything done as soon as i can because ive had this in the drafts for TOO long now and i can’t wait for you guys to see it <33
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vampirjies

IM SO LATE :((((((( HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY <3333333333333 i hope you had a wonderful day, may this month bring you lots and lots of joy and happiness. i cant wait to read what you’ve become up with ik it’s going to be amazing !! much love <33333
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dollcomplexxx

that’s good! it feels a lot more rewarding being able to flesh everything out when you’ve dedicated so much time to the actual oc themselves. i have no doubt it’ll all turn out amazing <3 
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DAZZLINGWITHLUV

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                        ۪   ℘    ֹ          ❛ happy birthday twin! it's 
                     already december 1st here in my country 
                     lmao ( i live in cet zone )

DAZZLINGWITHLUV

@outroses awhh thank you!! <3 hahha im always one step ahead ㅋㅋ
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outroses

@DAZZLINGWITHLUV omg i was just thinking about sending you a hbd message today ! thank you sm twin + happy birthday to you as well !! <33
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outroses

// tw: transphobia
          
          seeing so many ppl celebrating tr*mp’s plans to end gender affirming care is really disturbing and also indicative of just how many ppl are truly IGNORANT and don’t actually know what gender affirming care is.
          
          they claim it’s to “stop the chemical, physical, and emotional mutilation of our youth” (i know, conservatives/the right pretending to care about the wellbeing of children only when it’s comes to pushing patriarchal/transphobic agendas? im shocked!) when removing or banning gender affirming care is only going to do much more HARM than good, especially towards trans youth.
          
          im just so sick to my stomach rn.

outroses

@HALLUSINATIONSS !!! thank you for mentioning this, since i neglected to in my post. i think that often gets lost among those who aren’t familiar with what gender affirming care is because they think it’s only trans ppl who receive it, when that’s NOT true. the ppl who want to ban it only want to paint it that way to further villainize trans folks and police their existence. and seeing ppl on my fy page respond to the idea of banning this nationwide with “golly gee WOW!! this is amazing!!!” just proves how much more education ppl need on this.
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vampirjies

banning gender affirming care when the ppl who get the most gender affirming care are cisgendered ppl both young AND older. but ppl wanna act like they’ve never heard of gender affirming care until now when they’ve been receiving it for YEARS
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outroses

y’all i thought we left comparing black artists to korean artists behind YEARS ago… because why did i see a tweet with someone saying with their WHOLE chest that g dragon is the kpop *checks notes* …KENDRICK LAMAR????!

outroses

@HALLUSINATIONSS CLOCK IT. because i TO THIS DAY don’t understand the point of fans making these comments. i still have war flashbacks from the “korean beyoncé” debates. like… yes black ppl are the standard thanks for reminding us, i guess? but at this point, i’m starting to see a pattern with them. they love using black artists’ names to uplift their faves but in the same breath will downplay/degrade both their music AND achievements.
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vampirjies

i really want everybody to say the quiet part out loud. yall refuse to give black ppl their flowers
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vampirjies

oh that’s not…WHY DO YALL KEEP SETTING THEM MFS UP…
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outroses

idk who needs to hear this but cultural appropriation ≠ appreciation.

vampirjies

this message may be offensive
GO AWFF. this aint yapping YOU SPITTING. these mfs don’t know what it’s like to have your way of life stripped away from you so you have to make your own culture from the bottom up. just for that culture that you made to be seen as lesser, to be seen as inferior to others, to be seen as “not real” by other ppl bcuz you have no relationship to your ethnicity, you are just black. mfs will never take the time to understand hip hop as the art form that it has always been regardless of what generation it’s from. hell even mumble rap. they don’t care about doing the researching, putting in the effort, learning who came before them, they just want a hand in a market that has never been for them and to make it about them.
            
            when young posse came out, i saw ppl saying this group was just an homage to groups like seo taiji and boys…which ones again that generation of idols were ALL inspired by BLACK PPL. 1st gen was SO bad about that shit, the idol group formula itself is based on black groups from the 90s but nobody cares to even dig that far. 
            
            yall sit here and say “this is a homage” but then don’t even have black and brown ppl working on it. you don’t have black and brown voices help putting it together. sure you can say this is who it’s for, but if no black and brown ppl were even involved in working on it, and then it came out to be HUGE FUCKING mess then….is it really for them ?? a black person working on this would have told yall whatever those fucking lyrics were ?? CUTE THEM. it doesn’t make sense. it’s not just words like yall are treating them. THIS IS CULTURE.
            
            i TO THIS DAY literally get told im speaking incorrectly for using ebonics. i don’t even like calling it AAVE anymore. when we started calling it that mfs got more comfortable using it. IM GOING BACK TO EBONICS 
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outroses

@HALLUSINATIONSS also YES there needs to be actual effort put in when it comes to appreciation. appreciation for black and by extension the culture of hip hop means engaging with the history and understanding WHY hip hop as a genre has always been important especially in uplifting black voices and allowing black and brown youth/adolescents to express themselves + their creativity ! (excuse my yapping, but i wrote a whole paper on this and i will NOT be silenced)
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outroses

@HALLUSINATIONSS NOOO BC THE MINUTE I HEARD THAT LYRIC, I BUST OUT LAUGHING. there is absolutely nothing about that group nor their concept that is genuine or coming from a place of homage/appreciation. its also ironic seeing some kpop stans eat up their music/general concept while in the same breath openly disparage or demean black rappers and hip hop culture as a whole.
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outroses

idk if it’s just me but i find it odd that fashion/beauty trends that were created AND popularized by black people that are usually deemed “ugly” or “weird” are then regarded as “edgy” or “experimental” or even “revolutionary” when wore by non-black people…

outroses

@HALLUSINATIONSS EXACTLY. we are constantly policed and made fun of for wearing box braids, crochet braids, bonnets, durags, etc. meanwhile yt and nonblack ppl in general are practically praised for wearing it. but once we call it out for what it is (cultural appropriation) somehow WE are the bad guys??? HUH???
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vampirjies

im ghetto when i wear my bonnet out, but every yt girl is wearing them now to protect their “curls” and it’s acceptable to do it. YALL DONT EVEN HAVE CURLS. 
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vampirjies

i want everybody to be so fr and just say the quiet part out loud. yall do not like black ppl, at all. 
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outroses

YALL YOUR GIRL FINALLY GOT HER DEGREE TODAYYY <3333 I AM NOW A COLLEGE GRADUATE !!!

outroses

@B34STB0Y LMAO YESSS THANK YOU SO MUCH !! <333
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B34STB0Y

CONGRATS JOSIE!!!!!! <3 Lemme go throw a lil sumn on the grill
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outroses

@HALLUSINATIONSS THANK YOU SO MUCH ZUKO !!! <333333
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outroses

now that i’ve been getting back into writing again, i’ve been putting all my focus into giving aidan the comeback/rebrand he deserves !! (along with a fem soloist in the works <3) 
          
          but something i’ve been considering for a while was changing his fc (taehyung/v) since i plan on updating his backstory along with his personality. 
          
          im honestly still on the fence with it so i wanna know what you guys think about him potentially getting a fc change !

vampirjies

all i know is WE BOUT TO BE FED HANDSOMELY 
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vampirjies

i fully support whatever you decide to do !! sometimes a fc change gives you a brand new sense of creativity !! 
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outroses

happy birthday to me !! i still can’t believe i’m officially 21 now wtf time has flew by so fast but i’m so glad that i’m still here !! i know it’s been a LONG long while since you last heard from me but i promise i’m still here and well and i miss you all sm !! <33

outroses

@HALLUSINATIONSS THANK YOU SM ZEE !! <3333
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outroses

@solefleurs thank you so much ! <3
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vampirjies

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSIE !!!! <33333333
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