Abi or aj

Ok my peoples I need your help. I’m trying to find this ot4. It’s a 5sos smut. Basically one of the boys (I think Michael) likes the others and they keep trying to cuddle with him and they always walk around naked and then one day they just all fuck him and ot4 smut and it’s wonderful. And I can’t find it 

Tw (anxiety depression self harm suicide)
          
          I just don’t know what to do anymore. I can’t stay clean more than a few days. I had 4 panic attacks yesterday and 2 today.  I’m exhausted. I don’t want to get up. I don’t even want to try anymore. I’m getting bad again, and I don’t even care enough to try to stop it. I just want to let my head win. I just want to die. 
          Idk I’m probably not making any sense. Sorry. 

Hello lovelies 
          As you all know I’m a kinky ass bitch. Boy rn I’ve read all the 5sos bxb smut I can find and I’m looking for some books they are still updating
          Just want some fresh new stuff you knows? So if you know of any bxb smut Books they are still updating lemme knowww

So I just wrote 4 suicide notes. I’m just so done. Idk how much longer I’m gonna last, but I want to at least make it till spring. We will see I guess. At least now everything’s in order so if I do just decide to randomly do it then I’ll be fine. 

OK SO I KNWO I DONT HAVE MANY FOLLOWERS BUT IM COMING OUT AS GAY TONIGHT SO THATS FUN. MY PARENTS (thankfully) are supportive of the lgbtq+ community so I’m pretty sure they are cool. Also IM EXTRA AS FUCK AND AM BAKING A CAKE THAT SAYS “IM GAY” ON IT AND THEN HANDING THEM A PAN THAT HAS A PAPER ON IT THAT SAYS “THIS KIND OF GAY” 

thanks for reading AWNW babes. Hope you're not too tired for school! Take care ♥

Thanks for the follow

Ok I have like no followers lol but please go to my “5sos sad fanfics” and read flashlight! It’s a muke fanfic and it is amazing!! But don’t read it if it will trigger you, it mention depression/anxiety, self harm, and past sexual abuse. Stay safe, love you all!! 

Ok so my super religious friend who doesn’t even support the lgbtq+ community just asked what online website I use to read all the time 
          HELP what do I do??????? 
          Ps she also thinks I’m super religious because my dad used to be a minister 
          HELP

I’m back. That lasted less than a day. I’m trying to be better but I think reading helps so I’m just going to be careful not to trigger myself 
          Idk I’m confusing myself at this point
          Whatever
          Anyway I’m back :) 
          I only have like two followers but whatever I’m still gonna announce it as if I have a million because I’m freaking awesome
          Lol