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Heyyyyyy
          I dunno if y'all have noticed, but I've unpublished a bunch of stories, and probably will get around to unpublishing more once I move them to my other account. So yeah, just saying. Go follow @panicking-- if you wanna see them, along with other stuff I've written. I'm not using this account any more.

I'm entering some contest thing and I'm trying so hard to write a short story that's up to par, but I have no idea how that'll turn out, what with how busy I've been lately...
          I'll more than likely post it here when I'm done. Wish me luck!
          Also, happy new years, y'all c:

Poetry is literally all I've been able to write lately, rip.
          And I can't even do that well. What even.

Important update!!!! .0.
          Ok, I'm getting tired of seeing my incomplete stories just sitting there, so I'm making it a point to write nothing else until I get another part for Krant out, maybe one for Star-Crossed too. That'll come after Christmas, as I've been busy lately and I might have more time after the holidays ??? idek.
          Christmas is in only a few days but I really wanna write a Christmas fic so that might come soon, as soon as I find timeeee
          I'm trying not to be so lazy. Just blame my hectic work schedule, lol.

So I have one cover done! •^• I'm trying to make them look decent but I can't edit to save my life so whatever. I'm gonna slowly try to get all of them done so I don't have so much half-assed stuff here, lol.

Yeah, anyway.
          I'm pro ably gonna take a short break from writing because I've been super busy and have had no time/motivation to write. Christmas is around the corner and I need time to myself that isn't full of stress due to feeling like I MUST WRITE THINGS--
          So yeah. I have a shit ton of stories on here I wanna read, so maybe I'll gain some inspiration from doing that. I can always hope so, lol.

New project while my writers block is still up and going: redoing story covers.
          Maybe.
          I can't edit or anything to save my life, but I'll try..? The ones I have now are pretty bad since I usually just throw stuff together when I feel like posting a story. Obviously, I pride myself more in my writing than my editing abilities, which isn't so great for wattpad apparently. There's a lot of people who judge books by their covers here...
          Anyone who could help with that/has any tips or anything in that respect would be much appreciated. Art has never been my strong suit, after all, haha...

I've had no motivation lately omg.
          I should write more of Krant and Star-Crossed, but apparently my brain works with short stories better than full-length ones. I still have a long way to go, honestly.
          But I'll try, I swear. I'm trying to plot out what the hell I'm doing with those, so hopefully they'll be updated soon.
          Someday.
          God, I'm so busy with dumb shit these days. Too bad I can't just take a time out from my life and focus solely on writing.

I should be writing stuff, because I have so many stories that need to be continued, but I literally have had no time between work and applying for college and various family members being sick... Just, oh my god. I have no life rn.
          And then when I do have time to write, I'm either hit with writers block or a serious lack of motivation for worthwhile things so I write random short stories and poetry.
          I'm horrible, I know. I'm trying to get back on track but it's really hard when you work 5-6 days a week and have family commitments besides.
          I'm trying to figure out what I'm doing with Krant and Star-Crossed, because those are my biggest liabilities right now, as far as stories go. I have other short stories planned/started, but haven't had the time or energy to put them together.
          I'll get there, I really will. I just need time to collect myself before I can actually sit down to write decently, I guess. It'll happen soon, hopefully.

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