rain.

don't you just love when people talk shit about you? 

i miss comment spamming one another

have you guys ever felt really alone?
          almost like you're just.. drowning in silence, but you're too deep down and can't make it up in time to take a breath.
          it's crushing your heart, and your lungs.. but you can't do a single thing about it.
          it's your fault.
          you can't fix the damage you've done.
          so you live with it, even though you really wish that you weren't having to live with it.
          you wish that your lungs would collapse and your heart would stop loving and caring.
          and you'd just be this emotionless being.
          
          because.. that's exactly how i feel.

hey everyone.
          i'm back.
          i'm actually gonna be writing again, yay.
          i need somewhere to spill all my mileven needs, because i have nowhere and nobody to talk to about mileven anymore.
          i want a friend, so if anyone wants to hmu, i'm willing to talk.
          cya losers.