Our Beloved Prophet really told us
That holding on to your religion will be so hard
Like holding on to a burning coal
That will leave you scarred
My God, I try to speak
What you have told
With my lips trembling
And a heart shaking
But i know, speaking about truth these days
Will give me backlashes
This world wants to swallow me
And burn me into ashes
My wrong desires are never ending
My mind is always wandering
To places it shouldn't be
But I don't know where to go, where to seek
I am done with all the negativity
I am done with this evil force
Whispering bad things to me
Convincing me that I am fine
Convincing me that no matter what
God forgives
And then takes me to the places
You forbid
Ya Allah I ask for Your forgiveness
For myself and everyone
In the same boat
As me
Give us strength and energy
To fight the negative thoughts
Make our Imans go higher
So we can present ourselves proudly to You
On The Day we meet You