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New username, folks! Say goodbye to astrophilia, it will NOT be missed. ANYWAY that's not what this announcement thigamajiga is for, just thought I'd put that at the start so nobody is confused about seeing some random post on their feed.
          
          Alright uh let's see here-
          
          Alright now that I'm gonna be using this account again for writing etc, I thought I'd talk about WHAT I'm going to post here. I'm going to be uploading an art book soon that might double was something for complete randomness and memes, we'll see how it goes. The main thing I wanna talk about is my upcoming book series: Plumes and Talons.
          
          Plumes and Talons is a fantasy/supernatural book set in a completely original world. Want a summary? No? You're getting one anyway. Atlas, the main protagonist, is a "young" Xifur from a seemingly heavenly world, raised with high expectations to follow in the footsteps of her father and grandmother as a soldier, but they don't want that life. Instead, they and their only friend, Niko, like to explore other worlds whenever they can. Unfortunately, their explorations come to a stop when they step too far over the line and end up trapped in Deus, a world full of horrors unimaginable. Two crowns, one is lying, one is truthful, who is who? You might be surprised.
          
          I've been working on these characters for years, and when the first chapter finally drops, I hope you'll give them a chance to love them as much as I do. :D

Another six months later.
          
          Hello, I'd like to say that I'm officially back.
          
          This last year has been a difficult journey, a horrible but well-needed time of healing for me. To say I'm happy with my life would be a stretch, I'm definitely not happy, but I'm better than I was. My mental health is up and down, but I think I'm really lucky to have my partner and the very few friends I have to help me through the pain.
          
          There's only one reason why I was dreading to come back to the account, and honestly it's the same reason I'm scared to go outside everyday, the reason I dropped out of college. I'm afraid of being contacted by past ties. I'm afraid to step outside, knowing full well they went to hurt me. I have seen the messages, and it's so fucking scary to know that if they see me it's on sight. Coming back to this account is a hurdle I've been trying to jump over for the past few months, and I'm finally ready to return.
          
          So, what about my other account? What will this one be used for? This account I'm gonna be using for my writing! I can't wait to finally start pushing out the stories my hyperactive brain has been so desperately dying to tell for years. I love my little goobers and I want the world to love them too.
          
          My other account? I'm keeping my oc books and roleplays there. That way I'm keeping this account spoiler free, as well as keeping canon from seperate from uh, other stuff.
          
          Yeah uh-
          
          To the very few people that have been responding to these posts for whatever reason and to those that have been by my side, thank you for your support, it means the world.
          
          

God, it's already been six months. It doesn't feel it.
          
          Hello, I'm alive, but also not. I will not be returning to this account any time soon, if ever, I'm just sort of giving an update? If you can even call it that. I'm aware that very few people will actually see this since this site is relatively dead, but I don't care much.
          
          I'm going to continue living my life on another page; the wound is still fresh and yes it still hurts, but I'm healing and indeed moving forward. The events of what happened? I'm going to keep disclosed, I don't feel the need to rant about it to strangers on the Internet. Not anymore. Angrily throwing messages around and in the bio was childish looking back, very petty. I don't care anymore for what happened.
          
          Anyway, what I came back to say.
          
          I'm content with my life at the moment, even with the lack of a stable social life. People come and go, and I'm okay with that. I'm fine with having two friends and a partner. This my current life, and I wouldn't trade anything for it. Giant friend circles, never was my thing anyway. It was a toxic environment now that I'm looking back, and you know what, I'm happy that we went our seperate ways. I'm happy I'm gone, and learning what has been happening since, it makes me feel more at peace with myself.
          
          It stings, it does, but I'm past it now. Can't change the past, wouldn't change the past.
          
          

hello, all.
          
          very soon, i will be abandoning this account, and migrating to another. due to some... complications with old ties, i no longer have any desire to stay on this account. there are too many reminders here.
          
          i will not be giving out my new @, only to close friends. if you so happen to find me, you do not know who i am. i do not wish to be found by thess people again, and i wish to stay under that radar.
          
          however, my discord remains open for friend requests. astiephilie the username is, if you desire to talk through there. just lmk who you are after this request is sent through here.
          
          i will be logged into this account for a few more hours before i let go. if not indefinitely, it will be a very long time before i return.
          
          so, goodbye, and thank you for being around.
          signing off for the last time
          ‐ astro