tw: talks of mental health, miscarriage
hi my loves. i’m so sorry to have neglected you all. i’m going to be brutally honest and just say that i haven’t really been that into the avengers recently, hence the complete lack of updates. i’ve mainly been scouring through tumblr just reading.
if you’ve followed me for a while you’ll probably know i lost a baby in 2022. on the exact same date in 2024, i found out i was pregnant again. i was due the same day as my first pregnancy, just 2 years later. unfortunately, a few months later, i also lost this baby. 02/02/2022 and 02/02/2025 are dates that should have been full of joy, but are now filled with grief.
my mental health this year has completely fallen off a ledge. i cut all contact with my father, have had several issues with my family, and have had a wild ride finally finding my oldest brother after a 9 year search.
clara belle, kingdom her and queen of the kings WILL eventually be updated. i don’t know when, but they will. i’m sure ill find love for those fandoms again. those books will always be my beloved comfort and i’ll be back narrating cartia king’s wild adventures one day.
i need to find myself first, to narrate my own life before i narrate somebody else’s.
thank you all for your understanding. i love you all beyond words.
