it is only now that i've realized that sad endings are only good to write but bad to think about. i currently have a crush on a guy who has very weak lungs, which means that he has to wear an oxygen mask to college. i only get to see him once a week in my math class but i keep wanting to know more about him. my friends couldn't understand why i chose to love someone whose health is not certain. i hated how they just saw him as someone who can die any minute— it was truly upsetting because i saw him as so much more. it's not his fault that he has this condition so i felt bad that he got judged by strangers this way. he deserves to be loved too, like any other college student, really. anyhow, i wish that there wouldn't be such thing as a 'sad ending' with him although i know half of what my friends fear for me could be possible.
i got a bit sad thinking about my crush's situation lol i might write a book out of it based on which situation we'll end up as