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My personal diary fr. <3 (which is not really personal)

Bro I saw him today.. and i thought to myself 'why does he only see me when I look ugly' and then i realised he always saw me when I was ugly.. he saw me when I was crying that my mom didn't give me that specific candy when I was 5 he also saw me when I ran around all sweaty and disgusting. I almost couldn't believe that he still remembers my name i thought he forgot it. My name sounded so good ob his tongue . I miss him. Sometimes i really miss him but I can't say that to him.i dont like him ig but it's just that feeling the fact that he was infact my first love how much I try to avoid it that feeling that never seems to go away. Is it funny how i dont remember anything from my childhood but the moments I spend with him still displays on my head so clearly.its almost annoying atp. I can't like him I am not that much of a bad friend but oh lord how can I avoid that feeling. How can I say him i missed him all these years. Why did he stop talking to me? Was it because I always look ugly when I see him or does he also feel that feeling and to avoid it he is avoiding me just like I do to him?
          
          He is very tall and undeniably handsome.. he's my type but lord everything about him is gonna destroy me into pieces, I hate the way I shutter whenever I see him i hate the way I can't breathe i hate the way I can't think straight i hate the way I blush.. does he feel this too? Probably not cause he never saw me in my pretty state to feel something..I miss him lord I really do. Why can't we go back to how we were? Damn fml fr.

Bro tmi one girl from my school bro when she had noone to talk to i was always with her and i always listened abt her bitching abt her 'ex.bsfs' then one day she doenst talk much to me and i didnt really care cause honestly i have my own group i just wanted to be there for her cause i kn how it feels to be alone and shit and she was saying how her ex bsf was so pickme and she hates her and then i see that on her insta story after some days she posts ss of an 1 hr call with taht bsf as if she didnt bitch abt her. Like what the fak ? Pls i hate people who do this but yea shes a bitch and thats it.
          Hehe i just yapped lmaoo help TT

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