I don't know what to do anymore. Being called worthless by one of your closet and trusted people hurts. Idc if she was in the moment but she is causing me to have thoughts I haven't had since I left my old home. I am sitting here crying my eyes out because I got called worthless. That wasn't the only time I got called that but that broke the edge and I don't know what to do anymore! You don't call someone worthless idc who you are and what happened but it's wrong. I am seeing myself on the floor passed out and I don't want that to happen. People expect to forget the past and move on but I can't. I don't like my life style and people always have to judge it. But to say I'm a stupid person is wrong and calling you names and talking bad behind someones back is wrong. The girl knows who she is and I hope she knows I might actually do it. She never knew she used to be one of the reasons I stayed alive. I only have a few people to live for. But what happens if they leave? Where will I go? I'm sorry if I wasn't good enough so call me worthless and a B**** all you want. I'm having a temptation all this stuff because the past I can't forget is coming back and all the names, threats, the abuse mentally and physically, everything, and it is eating me alive.
This girl knows who she is and I hope she lives on the thought of knowing she caused me such a wrong thought. Just know don't trust a pretty face and nice person, You never know what they are hiding, trust me I made the mistake and I feel like my wrist are being cut but I'm not even doing anything, please learn from my mistake, don't trust a coward. I hope she's happy.
You don't have to say anything. This is my first wattpad post by myself. Thanks for reading if you do.
