I am sarcastic, rude, foul mouthed, dirty minded, and all around weird.
Most of the time if you see a smile on my face it's not real... I am just hiding my physical pain, emotional pain, depression, and anxiety from the world, because no one would care even if I did show it. I have been through more shit then the average person I am sure. I have been beaten, raped, molested, almost killed on more then a few occasions, I have tried to kill myself more then five times, been in the psych ward more than once on suicide watch,  and I swear I was crazier when I left then when I came in. I know this bio is very depressing.. but this has been my life, I was born with a shitty hand dealt to me I guess. But through all of my misfortunes I have risen and defeated the demons that have been thrown in my way I may have come out a little banged up and bruised but I made it and no one can take that victory from me! 

 I am a mother of two one boy(17) and one Girl(9). I have been in a relationship for going on 10 years though I don't know why. He doesn't care, he ignores me most of the time unless he wants s*x, he let's his mother belittle me and berate me all the time and never defends me. I work part time so that I can support myself because he won't. I am depressed all the time and it takes all that I have to not cut every day so reading has become my only escape from my hell of a life. This is me in a but shell