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and the ones giving chase were chased
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im sick.
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yeahm, i got problems, full stop. standing on the brink, toes out. gotta let go, i was the ice beneath these skates, now i'm the rust in the wheels, resisting your pull and your push. i got a home and i know what i gotta do
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papers out, i sketch my cage. loops & lines. mountains i built to climb, instead skidded backwards at double speed. i feel the breathe of madness on my neck, telling to relax into it's embrace.
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i know of no other home
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i dance on the stage of worlds, one step closer to your side.
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not addicted enough
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how do you suppose to walk the dangerous path in the garden of this life, when you can't even walk the path in your garden, one step here & one there.
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remember, i once ran up to roof in winter when it was raining, bare-chest & begged God to take this depression away.
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remember, the core, the rawest form of me, will want to escape. the voice muffled will encourage
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i am picking up a storm
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in the silence,
my hands become gloves.
whose fingerprints were there
on the axe that chopped me up
last night ?
i shall close my eyes now,
and take it all.
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who's there, but me ?
my thoughts were kites in careless hands,
and i suffered the thread wounds.
now, i shall fly the kite
and suffer the wounds.
i wonder,
will something come anew ?
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two strangers, one home.
fight, for silence.
then blast your favourite muse <3