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oh anxiety, you random ick hahah.
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ramble, peace. It’s okay.
You,
minuscule
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stop falling into illusions. touch only those where your arms reach. Then don’t touch them. jus in a touching distance. Is all.
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And I’m sick to my stomach. Relatioms, efforts. The visible efforts. Who am i? a character so wrecked and having woken up to it. Its like you look at a wood and its okay and looking good but then you go close and see how its really a bundle of splinters really tight. wrap in, ameen. fall into deep silence. cocoon & block every possible exit. survive but show face. be there.
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descend to ascend
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I’ve been alone for so long. Please don’t ever leave me now, my heartsong. I understand now, all activities are tools/ practice material to perfect my heartsong
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do not live with the world live with your heart, a empty home but a home decorated it with frames of beloved and sing songs of love to keep the wall eating insects away and ever so regularly wash with tears. ur house? yes but not ur home. breathe ameen lets blossom world a mountain cracks and i fall into one crevice world in another but there are tunnels youll ever visit return to the hole where the heart lives home yes and frok there conquer.
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I wake up empty
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https://www.wattpad.com/story/376562287?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=kiapoetry_ Sorry for popping in without your consent. Here is a poetry book—please give it a try! I’m sure it won’t bore you at all. I would love to hear your feedback on my work.
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voids again Ameen. beware.
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be grateful.
tie a rope to your waist and tie it to the pole.
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i hold nothing and i know no tricks. I’m in the ocean and then I’m in the boats. I spiral and then I fly. give up the tricks and tips. sing about your love. become a musicbox
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I have loved.
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back to,
"if i won't end this spiral, who will"
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I can already feel the hateful eyes on me from the future. One day, the tracks will disappear and I'll walk the low grounds. Grey life and drunk on greed, thas how it will be.