painxpeace

and it randomly came to me.

painxpeace

so I must spend the rest of my life making up for that.
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painxpeace

I was not a good kid
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painxpeace

yeahm, i got problems, full stop. standing on the brink, toes out. gotta let go, i was the ice beneath these skates, now i'm the rust in the wheels, resisting your pull and your push. i got a home and i know what i gotta do

painxpeace

papers out, i sketch my cage. loops & lines. mountains i built to climb, instead skidded backwards at double speed. i feel the breathe of madness on my neck, telling to relax into it's embrace.
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painxpeace

not addicted enough

painxpeace

how do you suppose to walk the dangerous path in the garden of this life, when you can't even walk the path in your garden, one step here & one there.
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painxpeace

this is the war.
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painxpeace

that is, your chaos. to contain the within chaos.
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painxpeace

remember, i once ran up to roof in winter when it was raining, bare-chest & begged God to take this depression away.

painxpeace

remember, the core, the rawest form of me, will want to escape. the voice muffled will encourage
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painxpeace

remember, there's passion.
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painxpeace

i am picking up a storm

painxpeace

the swirling shouldn't stop. do you like it ? care not.
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painxpeace

among you all.
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painxpeace

and i am swirling
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