im actually unmotivated to write ngayon bcs im sitting with idk this is not even pain e, but im currently writing a poem which will surely appear sa story, hehehe secret na lang kung paano ko isisingit yon. but clue: the story revolves around this poem:)
i really want to finish this book before pasukan pero ayoko rin naman madaliin kasi i want to pour everything into my books. gusto ko sa mga readers ng bawat books na isusulat ko, and para sa mga makakahanap ng mga works ko in the future, i want my books to be worth the time na ispent nila, na every words I'll bleed will shine as a light of hope sa mga readers.
my goal is to reach those people who need my words. im not looking for massive reads naman e, vote counts, and malaking opportunity siguro makilala pero i think ma-ooverwhelm ako hehehe kaya mas oki sa akin yung 3-4 digits lang reads ng books ko. but im really aiming to reach those people lalo na yung mga nasa healing process. I'd like my words to serve as a helping hand, a gentle pat on their head, a gentle tap on their shoulders, and a warm hug sa mga readers.
but to people who know me, pls wag niyo na basahin tong message q na to, baka ma-cringe pa kayo e TT. and if ever man may kakilala ako na nagbabasa ng sinusulat ko, isipin mo na lang di mo kilala yung author hahaha and pls wag na ipaalam sa akin kasi sobrang mahihiya ako gosh! but thank you<3
last, let me write at my own pace, and in peace. takbuhan ko na 'to, e:)
