chiki 🐣

everything is so same and boring @nicolodo 

oh wow @nicolodo 

everything feels so boring. new year is never new, sigh. but hey I've been studying so that's a win i guess
          @nicolodo 

try to stop being depressed and also gonna do a bunch of short courses and study ofc. trying to get back into my hobbies 
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aw well, double birthday wish? how have you been? @nicolodo 

https://youtu.be/Jl8iYAo90pE?feature=shared
          
          I'll reply to your texts tomorrow, chikiness ♡ 

wow that's a huge para :0 @nicolodo 

i couldn't login for days wattpad is always crashing. literally using a vpn for this dumb thing. anyway
          yeah, going along with whatever comes your way has become the way to live. i wish i could do everything differently, just start over in a different city or country but i can't even afford a chocolate at the moment. 
          rip kitty that's so sad. now im reminded of when you texted to tell me about your cat and i couldn't even console you and just ended up making everything about myself. im really sorry lexi.. I really just wanted to talk to you im sorry
          im actually not going to that particular college in the uni. there's no option to even rent a place nearby, or a hostel or any pg like nothing at all. it's just feilds and fields of grass. im not brave enough to commute daily in that secluded area and neither are my parents so i cancelled my admission. i loved the course tho. I've applied for more admission rounds, let's hope for the best. I'll really lose it if this doesn't work out.
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soft moans of the remains

thank you lexi. im gonna end up really hating myself if i don't do this well. 
          exam tomorrow, beautiful weather. hope it stays the. im genuinely having the most gruesome period cramps of my entire life i hope i don't die tomorrow T^T
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