paleandconfused

i wonder why i never finish anything it's so frustrating

ok so i unpublished orphic i hate it now oops

Changed my username from sugarjoshler to this✌

I'm thinking about publishing my works also in Archive our own at some point. Maybe in the summer when I have more time to write and get a laptop.

I'm mad at myself for not being able to write but my life is pretty overwhelming right now. I'm trying to keep up with school, not fuck up all of my friendships and also take care of my mental health the same time and it's not looking good. Also my crush might like me back and it's messing me up.

I got Mentha Spicata El Corazon and smoke signals today after so much waiting!!!

Okay i unpublished temporary scars. But i'm still writing Orphic.

Lots of things in me and my life have changed since i started writing temporary scars and because of that i don't really want to write it anymore. I might delete it and use the ideas i had for it in another fic.

Do never ever read the tommy storm series. The second book has the most painful plot twist ever. I read it the second time today and even though i knew what was going to happen i started crying uncontrollably and hyperventilating. I've never been this hurt by a book.

Is it possible to feel nostalgic about the future? Because i kind of feel like it right now.