palekii

thought i'd log in after three years - it feels weird looking at all of my unpublished works but it feels MORE weird knowing that hiraeth is sitting in my files, first draft rewrite nearly completed and that caught by the river is offically being edited for the third time after the rewrite. both will be published, and that makes my heart happy.

alright, it's been awhile.
          
          I just came here to let you know that I will be deleting/unpublishing all of my stories in the coming weeks. it's been a good ride, it's been fun. but I'd rather not be associated with the band anymore. I've grown out of it and while I do love what I've written, I don't love who I've written it about any more. I've been reworking caught by the river and will be looking into publishing a new version of it in the future. maybe I'll let you guys know when that book is officially out - since all of you got to read the first version. it might be fun to see the differences and the new characters that I'm working on. (if anyone would like to read some drafts...I'm always open to that as well.)
          
          for everyone that has read my writing and enjoyed it - thank you. and to the friends I've made along the way - I hope you guys are doing okay, and if you still want to reach me you know where.
          
          it's been fun, it's been great. but I think my time is officially over.
          
          love u guys xx

heyo.
          
          seems like it’s been a long time since i’ve talked to you guys, and it has been. i don’t think this year has been good for anyone, and i wish that everyone stays healthy and safe. 
          
          but the thing i wanted i speak about is that officially i think i’m going to put this account on rest. i’ve loved what i’ve written, and i’ve appreciated every single comment and interaction with each and every one of you. you guys are the reason why i wrote so much, and hopefully my writing has improved because of that. 
          
          i honestly just don’t have the writing muse for this account specifically anymore, it drains me and my love for the 1975 isnt as strong as it used to be. i’ll keep up all the works that i have completed, but expect no other updates from me for the foreseeable future. 
          
          i’ve loved everything i’ve written here, to the point that i’m currently working on rewriting caught by the river to hopefully publish it. my goal was by the end of this year, but things happen so i’m working on next summer. 
          
          lots has happened since we last spoke, i’ve moved out on my own from an emotionally abusive household, made close friends, delved far too deep into bts and bonded with my new roommate over it to the point i consider her one of my closest friends. this year, although incredibly tough was the seemingly fresh start that i needed. 
          
          i’ll miss this account, and i’ll miss all of you but truly thank you for helping me realize that my writing is something that i should be proud of and hone until it’s something that is incredible. 
          
          stay safe and healthy, thank you for 90k views on the first story i’ve written in five years, for giving me a space to grow and learn. these characters will always be a home for me and i hope that they’ll continue to be a home for you. 
          
          if you wish to still moderately be in contact with me, my instagram is groveful, i have a twitter as well but that’s more so private. 
          
          i love you all xx

OKAYY, LISTEN UP. 
          
          i didn't want to read your book solely because reading fanfiction with the plotline that starts similar to yours doesn't sit well with me. in the past, as i have read, they weren't done well. but the moment i started reading yours, gosshhhhhh, how do i even explain? you didn't let oli become a mere sidekick. you gave her an identity, personality and chalked her interests out and matched them against the plotline and put them perfectly into place. your whole book, during me reading it, was the puzzle that was perfectly put together. and every other character was so unique and had their individuality, fuCk, this is the best one ever. it's hard to get the correct view of real people but the band members were portrayed amazingly. and ngl, i enjoyed every single second of it (might've procrastinated on other tasks of mine but aaaaarrghh, who cares? the fic is important) 
          
          Okay, end of rant, i suppose. thank you for writing Hiraeth. I'm so happy i read your book instead of being prejudiced. can never thank you enough. :")))) 

cbtr hit 1k reads!!! thank you for loving my second child

i need someone’s opinion - ending a or ending b. no context is given tbh 

i also just realised that hiraeth hit 30k reads??? jesus. honestly thank you so much fam. that book was me writing again for the first time in five years and it makes me so happy that people love it

just spending my night trying to find matty stories i read months ago sick

CBTR has 700 reads n im gonna cry thanks friends ily

i just got to see rent live for the first time tonight and wow im back being musical trash