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pale moonlight lana del rey
           ecstatic type of mood rn :)

i think i'm gonna write a christmas special :)

my brain filled with so many ideas,
          which one to choose first?
          but no, i couldn’t pick an idea,
          because i had to stick to discipline,
          it was first in line, it was only fair.
          
          so i pushed away the sweet dreams, 
          ignored the urge to sit down, open up 
          the slab like device, stare at the paper
          on the screen of the computer, and let 
          my fingers go to work.
          
          after all, this is a leisure, as my parents called it.
          it wasn’t necessary,
          oh but it was to me, not to them. 
          
          to let my thoughts, my dreams, 
          the feeling so warm and comforting like a hug after crying, 
          or a kiss on the cheek in the cold, 
          take me away to my wishes that 
          perhaps in another life, maybe 
          i could experience a life alike the one i wrote for my characters.
          
          it helped me think, it helped me sleep, 
          it helped me to worry less, 
          when i wrote my ideas down on digital papers 
          that the world would never see, 
          let alone think about. hear let alone read.

i hope my writings good enough because after reading everyone elses its hard to concentrate on writing my way instead of being good enough.   ( i have this problem with everything )

releasing a miles fanfic soon! (the turning)

go go dancer lana del rey

might give this account to @zvpstarz i really dont have much to do on here LMAO

stop im gonna kms i just opened this account after 4 years