Everything in my life has gone from bad to horrible in just a day, I thought Christmas break would be the time I could heal from all the damage I’ve been put through this first semester but I guess not. All I wanted was a damn break from everyone but now more than ever I’ve gotta fake my smile for the sake of approval from everyone my mother associates with. I’m exhausted physically and mentally, im failing all my classes and I wanna seriously fake my death and run away but idk how. I’d cry but my eyes hurt and feel dry from already doing that. Can I live with someone from today till January? I’ll pay anyone to shoot my legs and arms at this point.