Hi, I read the first few pages of your story. I am also anorexic. Please, please, get help. I started recovery about a month ago. I reached my breaking point quickly, and I still struggle, but the longer I go on, the more it becomes worth it. Please recover. I will help you as much as I can, but you can not let yourself die. I believe that you have dreams of your future, ambitions, a job that you want and places you want to visit and food you want to eat, and friends you want to eat it with. You can't live your whole life in hospital, day in and day out for years on end. You need to go to Uni and study and live an amazing life. Please see what you are missing. I know how hard that first step is. I've taken it so many times. But you can take it. It will be such a relief to fully commit. I promise. Please stop starving yourself. You are amazing, but following the ED is easy. Show me that you are strong enough to fight it. That is the challenge. I believe that you are strong enough to fight it, because it is part of your own mind. It uses your own strength. I believe in you. Please choose recovery❤❤❤
