Inactive sorry

Dear Pandsrock13 Followers & Past Internet friends
          
          Thank you for allowing me to be apart of someone’s day, life, year. I was around on this account from 2014-2017 ish before finally pulling the plug on my addiction to my phone. I was obsessed with this website and swore to never use it again. 
          
          But since today, I am twenty years old and I am making peace with this side of my life. I am so thankful for my friends whom I’ve talked to on here. I miss them every day and feel extremely sorry for my sudden departure online. I apologize for my 14 angsty self for thinking they were “cool” by saying fcked messed up sh!t. That was not okay and I do not condone that way of life anymore. 
          
          If anyone is still out there in this wattpad world who happens to be a friend of mine or use to be, please by all means DM me. I’d love to chat but I am most likely going to remove this app from my phone again. 
          
          Follow me on tiktok: @sophsaucyspaghetti 
          
          Sincerely- 
          The Pandsrock13 

 Mindless Zombies walking around limp and a hunch 
          
          Saying stuff like 
          
          You only live once 
           
          

I feel like i am five 
          
          I am alone 
          
          In this big huge world 
          
          there is no one to guide me 
          
          I am only me and my five year old self 

Truce 
          
          Vessel ablum 
          

Sometimes quiet tea or snapple is good alot 
          
          But too much is bad for you

Shes the tear in my heart
          I am alive 
          Shes a craver 
          

I will fade into the black 

There is nothing left for me no more

I am just an empty soul

The pain of today is strong