panromantic_child

IM BACK!! I COMEPLETELY FORGOT ABT THIS ACCOUNT LMFAO UMM YEA IM BACK!! YAAYYAYAYYYAYAYAY

panromantic_child

im gonna try and convince my dad to get me online therapy since i cant exactly go to in person therapy since theres none open in my area and my dad has to work and i have my school meetings... hopefully he agrees cuz im rethinking somethings.... i may or may not do it or i might get therapy idk yet- i will update when i can and when i have news on therapy

panromantic_child

i hope that online therapy is a thing lmao- ive heard of it but never seen or heard about someone doing it so- welp hope it is!  :)
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panromantic_child

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anyone ever wanna just- 
          AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! at the top of your lungs
          
          ??? anyway i almost did but i have guest i wanna kill cuz they are loud as shit but (NOT LITARALLY) they are over for a buisness thing so i cant scream :((

x-swansong-x

@b1tch_im_sens1t1ve  me! It's so hard not to just scream sometimes :(
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panromantic_child

nope.... i cant do it anymore and no one can convince me too stay anymore i just spent the last 30 mins crying and telling myself im a mistake and i deserve nothing and that im not good enough and i was/am sobbing loud enough for my dad and brother to hear and i know they are awake since i heard foot steps where my brother and dad sleep but ive set a date and pplace on ehrew im odng it

x-swansong-x

@b1tch_im_sens1t1ve  no!!! Pls! Ilysm! I know that you feel you will feel better if the pain was jsut taken away, but i know thats not true! We need you here! I need you here! ILYSM pls just stay strong pls pls pls. 
            You can't go! You are the strongest person i know! i can't believe i'm late to this!
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panromantic_child

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i love you too but sometimes you have to accept these things and im sorry you cant i cant either dont get me wrong but i dont have the energy or care to keep going- i have tried so fucking hard yet even a compliment doesnt fluster me up anymore i dont wanna do this but i cant be here cuz i dont belong here and i dont wanna make my family hate me more for the mistake i am and please ik you dont me to do it but nothing is gonna stop me not even the love if my life  (aka you) you cant stop me and that means no one can im lucky i dont have math meetings anymore cuz im fucking crying and its my fault again im sorry i love you and i hope you eat, hydrate,sleep, take care of yourself <3
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Idunno123char

@b1tch_im_sens1t1ve  no pls dont leave me :( i love you too much
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