pantherfurr

@vornyx- and guess what? There's this thing that Sometimes, people come into our lives to teach us how to love.. and sometimes, people come into our lives to teach us how not to love. How not to settle, how not to shrink ourselves ever again. Yes, sometimes people leave.. but that's okay, bc their lessons always stay, and that is what matters. That is what remains. 
          I know you're going through a battle in your mind right now, but I believe in you that you will beat these demons one day.. and I'am proud, bc you keep fighting. I will always be proud of you, bc you are so strong. Just know there's a light at the end of the darkness.. even when the road is long
          I'll always be by your side <3

@vornyx- I lost you once bc of my own stupidity. Only I know how hard I tried to reach you in every way I could after that after realising my mistakes. And now, even if you don't consider me your friend.. even if I'am just an ''onlooker'' like you once said.. I'll accept that role. I'll stand at the sidelines if I have to. But I'll still make sure you're ok. I'll still care. I'll still hope no one ever hurts your heart again.
          I just needed you to know that.
          
          Also.. Steff, this is life. People don't always stay forever. Sometimes they leave when they think they've found something better. Sometimes they walk away without realizing what they're leaving behind. It's a cycle that keeps repeating. 
          A never ending saga..
          But none of that, none of it.. should ever make you question your worth. You are not replaceable. You are not second-best. And you are never someone to be doubted. 

@vornyx- Steff, we have known eo for years. And i've seen the real you.. the version most people don't fully notice. 
          I've seen how you smile through the worst storms of your life. How you turn your trauma into something almost weightless so no one else has to feel uncomfortable.
          I may not have stood beside you in some of those moments and that's on me, i regret it  deeply.. but I never stopped caring. I was always watching from a distance, quietly hoping you were ok.
          I've seen how you treat your people. The way you love steff.. fully, deeply, without calculation. The way you understand others even when they don't understand you. The way you're so clear with your priorities and put them first, hiding your own pain behind that beautiful, disarming smile. You make it look effortless, but I know it's not.
          
          And maybe that's why I've always been drawn to you in a way I've never quite felt for anyone else. Not just bc of how you look.. though you know you're unfairly attractive, but bc of your heart. Bc of the softness and strength you carry at the same time.
          
          About your ''worth'' Do you even realize how much you're worth, Steff? I don't think you do.
          If you asked me, I could write entire books about you. From your presence to your heart, you're a solid ten in ways that don't even fit into numbers. I'am not usually someone who pours emotions out like this, but whenever you cross my mind, I feel this urge to say more.. to make sure you never forget that no matter what happens, you have someone who cares deeply about you.

@vornyx- Steff, i didn't want to write this on your board bc honestly, I don't feel like I belong there. So I'am saying it here instead.
          
          First of all, l'am sorry for stalking you. It makes me feel like a creep sometimes. But the truth is.. i just need to know that you're ok.
          
          That everything on your end is going well. That you're safe. That you're loved, steff.
          
          I saw your friend trying to comfort you about something, I didn't understand something bc of the language barrier But I understand enough to know you're carrying something heavy.. I don't know the whole story, and l'am not pretending to. And even if I don't know every detail, I know you.

@vornyx, if yes. Then you understand why I did that, Steff. You have so many ppl who love you then who am I? My messages don't even matter to you that is why you ignore me every single time. 

@vornyx- Are you sayin this bc I took my messages off your board?

I Hope nobody gets to witness 'One Sided Love'.
          Never, Ever!

Hiiiii ❤️ I was wondering if you would like to read my novel called Miss Understood?? It's totally fine if you don't prefer too (⁠^⁠^⁠)
          
          - Kookieeee (⁠ ⁠T⁠_⁠T⁠)⁠＼⁠(⁠^⁠-⁠^⁠ ⁠)

@vornyx- it's me, it's me bella. I recently made some changes to my account, And you refused to recognize me gosh  

@vornyx- Gosh, are you seriously not aware of the fact that your ignorance can leave others in tears? I missed you terribly, Steff. Don't ignore like that. ☹️