Life is full of surprises , full of mysteries all you need to do is go with the flow... don't let the anger comes first in making decisions in your life. Always think on the bright side. There are lot of things happened this last few days. My mom and I have misunderstanding and it hurts me a lot.And I admit I am wrong and I'm really sorry from what I've done. Maybe there is a little change happening to me and i'm trying to change that attitude and start and learned from it... right? Oh well winning or losing a competition is not an important thing for me. Because even you don't win in a competition.. Whenever you believe in yourself, Mama Mary is around you, with your family and friends.. it makes you feel satisfied of what you have. Seeing the audience and judges were happy and enjoying on what you are doing is more than enough than winning.. ^_^