also- adam silvera is an amazing author. my favorite one of his books is “they both die at the end” or “history is all you left me”. his books are so PAINFUL and just aRGGH, they leave me with so many mixed emotions. i cried for about 3 days after reading “they both die at the end”. im a little more than halfway through “history is all you left me” and, i swear to god, its leaving me angry, confused, hopeful, anxious, dreadful- i just- he’s amazing. he’s an awesome LGBTQ author- basically all his books are gay. please read one of his books, he’s TRULY A GOD.