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so so sorry for the impromptu break, but i’m trying to come back now. if you haven’t yet seen, i’ve updated my current books, and i’ll really try to update regularly again! thank you everyone for sticking around ♥️

i’ll be posting my next full book tomorrow at midnight, with hayley’s release (i believe). it’s going to be a bit long and also very, very different from my other books, in a way that will pretty much be evident once you read the description, let alone the first chapter. some of you may not like it, and i’m sorry about that, but i hope the rest of you give it a chance (: 

before i post my next complete book, i wanted to share a real short (paramore) one that meant a lot to me. it’s only two parts as it’s meant to be a bit of an interlude before my next full-length, and it’ll be done in a week’s time. check it out if you’d like (:

thank you so, so much to all of you who supported “two” ‘til the end, regardless of its heaviness and hard topics and all. your kind words always mean the world to me. 
          
          and because i’ve been finding escape in my writing a lot more often recently, i’ve already got more completed works i’ll be sharing real soon. stay tuned for my next one, it’ll be very different from what you’re probably used to from me (in a way). 

i am going to be completely honest with you guys. i’m scared to post my next chapter of two. and i’m sorry for it, really. even though i know that doesn’t mean much. thank you guys for being so supportive thus far, but if you can’t handle this next bit, i would never, ever hold that against you. 

first chapter of my first full-length book up. 
          
          i’m really quite wary with sharing this one, more than usual, but i hope it reaches somebody. 

so. hey guys. 
          
          i’m coming here to say something because i’ve finally written and completed a full story, one that was originally just a one-shot for my book but that i developed into a full book itself. i *had* planned on publishing it sometime soon, but the problem is that it is. . . very dark. i know that i do write a lot of dark things and explore some very heavy, maybe controversial topics to write about, but i just wasn’t sure about this time. 
          
          i just wanted to come here to make sure that it is okay with you if i publish something even though it is heavier than usual, and that you realize that i still love and respect every member of paramore and that everything i write is fictional and i do not wish anything even remotely close to any of it on any of them. 
          
          thanks for always supporting me, but if i ever go too far, do not hesitate to let me know. ♥️ 

sorry again, i didn’t mean to publish anything (again).

i am considering unpublishing chapter nine for likely obvious reasons. not just because of cringe — otherwise I’d unpublish all my old chapters — but more for the extent to which I pushed things. i do enjoy testing morality and black and white and i will continue doing so, but I felt this one was either too far or too descriptive in its morally questionable events. are you alright with me unpublishing/what are your thoughts?

um sorry, i didn’t mean to publish anything